A letter from Apr 9th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know how much pain you’re going through. I know how much tears you dropped every single night, the rage inside you, the anger, the feelings battling inside you, and I know how hard your demons inside you are fighting to go outside and take revenge, but remember self control and discipline are everything to you, you are strong, smart, to pass this, the storm is going to end soon, trust me, why I know, because all the pain you are feeling right now, is going to go away, just have faith, put your trust in god, he is the only one you can count on no matter what, you’ve been through a lot of ****** up situations, and still u managed ur self to get out of them, be careful when fire goes out of control it burns everything in its way, and I don’t want that, the monster inside you, don’t let it control you, or else it will hurt everything you’ve worked for, instead you control it so you can use it whatever you want to. Keep breathing little girl, hang on, the world is tough, I know, but remember what doesn’t **** you makes you stronger, you will get everything you want in the future, you just need to work for it, don’t pressure yourself, you will blow up and you don’t want that. WE NEVER TURN OUR BACK ON FAMILY.... remember no matter how ****** up they are and you know what I’m talking about, but know this, you don’t need them, but you have to respect them no matter what, be the better person, just because you didn’t have a normal family when u were a kid doesn’t mean you can build one when you grow old, and for love, I know your little hear is broken to pieces, but I know one day you will find the man who will fight to put them back together, because one day you will meet a person who will understand you by just looking in ur eyes babygirl, never lose hope in anything. I love you, today, tomorrow and I will never give up on you. Just keep breathing.