A letter from Apr 9th, 2021

Hopefully you're still alive, maybe you'll have more friends. Maybe you won't be confused as I am right now. Ah, you'll be older and know much more. Maybe I am wrong. you might grow, but become none the wiser. I hope that won't be true. I'm feeling sad today, on friday, april 9th. Though I am still wishing you a happy birthday, future me. Maybe you will find people whom you are comfortable with. Maybe you ran away from home and police have been searching for you day and night! who knows what will happen, I'm just here to wish you a happy birthday. Who knows what will change in 5 years. I want to be a writer when I grow up, what do you want to be, future me? I wonder if I'll remember writing this. I'll probably forget, I forget almost everything! huh, now that I think about it, 2026 is really far away. maybe I should make this letter a year later? No, thats way too short. Like me, only 5'2. I'll grow though, right?? Its interesting, maybe my perspective will change in the course of five years. Maybe I'll look back and think I'm a fool for feeling this sad over practically nothing. Am I a fool? I probably am. How, you may ask? Well first of all, I can't seem to keep friends, and when I get friends Well anywho, happy birthday, hopefully you're not dead. From, you but five years ago.