TO ME FROM ME (FROM PAST)

Dear FutureMe, It's a crazy time we are living in right now, corona came in and is not tryna leave man. I hope God makes it easy for everyone around the world. I hope that racism comes to an end and all the other bad things that happening. Bro, i'm 16 rn and Heyy babes, how are you doing? I hope that you are doing good in life. Have you finished allimah yet? I'm pretty sure this is your last yearr. If you don't remember when you wrote this, let me enlighten you. Today is April 8th 2021. We are gonna get our report cards for madressa today, I'm super nervous. How is mom and dad, and grandma? How is life going? Have you thought about nursing school, or maybe your YouTube dream, you can change the way you wear your niqab. Definitely become a nurse, I know you can do it, have faith. I have so many questions for you... like do still watch Withloveleena, dreamershope, brooklyn and Bailey, beautybabes, Real Ona, Nicoletta xo, and Saimascorner? Dude right now I have such bad allergies, lol. Your bsf, its been a year since I haven't seen her, I wonder if u have ever seen her or if you talk to her. Lesson learned don't be stupid, and don't let a stupid guy ruin your life. But that's how you learn right, when you stumble and fall. Don't ever forget.❣ Please tell me you don't cry your self to sleep anymore, or harm your self. I don't harm my self, since like 2 years now, but I do cry a lot. Just regret all those years that I wasted. Have you learned to cook yet? Anything about marriage? Do you still cry as much as you did last night? (you had a mental breakdown) OMG do you have a phone? Did you finish school? I hope wherever you are now, that you are happy with your life. I hope this letter finds you happiness and peace. How r ur brothers? (17 and 8) They are probably good lol. I'm getting emotional while writing this, I don't even know why. If you are not happy just remember that no matter what Allah will always be there, and don't forget that. Remember to believe in yourself when no one else does, you got this girl. I wish you success in your life, Make sure to make your parents proud after everything you've been through. I know that whatever you are going through you have been through worse, so just have a little faith. Call out to your creator, he will answer you, I promise. Remember to care and love for those around you, you will leave your home soon, so try to spend as much as your time. Make sure to put Allah before anyone, he is there waiting for you to call when you are in your worst time. I hope you have changed your bad habits, and have become a better person than you are now. Do you still listen to siedd, it's super motivating. Here is the link, IDK if it works though- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJZEbA9v7Ho&list=PLn9RP-2ZrMHYZgVEGnwl18qQrfwAT1qfF&index=11 OHH, also is your room rose gold, and are the LED lights up! I'm 16 right now, and your probably 21! Wow your old, ew. LOL. I can't imagine being 21 right now. Do you have a license, a car? I wonder what is important to you nowadays. Have you travelled anywhere? Been to Makkah yet? How's Ahmad (pal, my dimple baby, rn he's 8) Aisha (lani, rn she's 5 ), Zainab, niba, cheese niblet, she's 4), and Abdullah (my dul dil, my lil kitten, my chubby baby, he's 1) They are all probably grown op now. did Bhai get married yet lol, if he is , is his wife pretty, how are his in-laws. How's all your aunts, and cousins? Are you still alone? HAH. What's new in your life? Don't forget to remember Allah, always. I can't believe that Ramadhan is like next week. Life goes by so fast. BTW if you don't remember Corona is still here, were have a lockdown from tomorrow. back in quarantine. Do you still have that checklist for things to buy? Do you go on Pinterest? Do you have Instagram, Snapchat? Any new wardrobe items? OMG! Is the kitchen renovated yet, (mom's dream) or even the house? Does bhai still have long hair? Did you change that way you do your scarf, or your hair? Is it the same color? Is Riverdale still a thing, and outer banks, the society? So yeah, I honestly don't know what to ask... Did you start eating healthy, lose weight, I wonder if your acne is still there. Are you still obsessed with rose gold? Do you have a lot of makeup? Did you finally forgive yourself? Are you still goofy? That is a good quality you have. Do you have contacts? A KITTEN!! DO YOU HAVE ONE? YOU BETTER GET ONE OR I WILL COME FROM THE PAST AND SLAP YOU! lol. Do you still watch Karlee steel? Do you watch Jasmine and Dawood still? OMG i just checked my report card! AND YOOOOO for the first time in my life i got all EEE"SSSS AHHHH. Alhamdulliah Also do you still obsessed over, Michael Scofield, Hero Finnes Tiffin, Chase Stokes, Chris Hemsworth, Cole Sprouse, Juanpa Zurita, and I can't remember anyone else. Yeha I know I'm curious, Just wanna tell you I love youu. Respect your parents, always man it will give you Jannah. When your in a difficult moment, think about when Allah helped you when you fell, he lifted you and guided you. Oh Allah, there's a lot of things going wrong right now, Oh Allah, I need your help, lord I need you now. If you remember me and ill remember, you if walk to me ill run to you, if you call to me I will answer you, just ask of me he hears it all- I feel blessed, lord, thank you for all that I am. you've given more than I can ask. Wherever you are now say Alhamdulliah, all thanks be to Allah. May Allah help you in whatever difficulty you are going through. May Allah keep you and your family happy and safe always. Ameen Anywyasss, Hope you become a nurse, in postpartum, or labor and delivery. I hope you are physically, mentally and emotionally stable. I'm soo proud of you with whatever you've done! Hope you don't do dumb stuff anymore, and changed from a 16 year old teen to a 21 year old woman! Give mom and dad, and the rest of the family my love. Wish you the best of luck in your life! Take care, be safe n kind Also reply to this! And write more letterss Lots of love❤❤ From, the past----- ME 😘😛- Halema