A letter from April 5th, 2021

Dear Future aMmU💜~, Hello there! Hope you are successful in your career. May be parents are looking for ur hubby. Yeet! 😉😬. Best of luck for that! You enjoying ur job? 😂 you were always excited about 'job' and the work, so how's it now?? Stressful? Enjoying (no way i guess)? Easy-peasy? Is grandpa still healthy and happy? What about grandma, is she still a workaholic haha. Are you meeting up with the cousins or everyone's busy with their work?? Please make sure to take some time out, keep aside all the egos and meet with them, they're ofc ur family aren't they? 😄 You always wanted to go out of the house and live alone, did you finally do it now? Well well, I'm the same talkative curious self 😝 who loves emojis.. And I'm still struggling to write a perfect grammatically correct sentence, forgive me eh.. I've a long way to go~ Are you still in touch your school friends? Do they remember you and give you any importance? Are you still in a dream that they would come embrace you and be the same person who they were yrs ago? Please still don't hurt yourself, you should carry on with life and make more memories rather than being stuck in the painful past. People come and go, but the memories remain, that's Life❤️ 2021, you've successfully got a job, well in 3 companies which you never expected, for, you thought getting even 1 was a huge task. You've done it easily, I'm proud of you for that. Hope till now you bought a new house, hope you saved a lot! Remember grandpa's words, of saving money. Hope you are happy with your personal life now, mentally fit and settled down, hope you're earning handsomely too! A lot has happened, again the pandemic hit now in 2021 and my 4th yr.. Remains paused like that again. It feels like I've studied Btech only for 3yrs,it's ******* sad and pathetic but.. Life goes on 😉 But I've successfully enjoyed 4th yr in clg, what a reckless, carefree life it is! This was the year on 12/1/2021 you discovered that you're an INFJ. And that has changed you sooo much, you finally knew who the real you was and that nothing is wrong with you, it's just the way you are, beautiful, complex and rare like a maze. ohh well i still believe you didn't leave Bts and are following them and their messages. 💜 If you're too tired, know that it's always OK to take rest, look at the nature, cry ur heart out, talk with urself and start new again. Make sure to hear out and caress your inner child, you know that it's extremely important right? It's a part of you, which built the stronger you now. Did you find any armys or soulmates or best frns at work?? That was one of your dreams!, remember? Haha.. If you are exhausted, Remember, ZeRo O'clOcK💜 (and you gonna be happy~) 😘 - Your self-loving, always-curious, crazy childish self, ammu💜