A letter from April 5th, 2021

Dear Tanish , I don't know what are we and where are we but I just know that I love you. No matter what happens to us you will always have a special place in my heart. Being the hopeless romantic I am , I was looking for things online for couples to do and I found this. It would be pretty amazing if after 5 years you get this and think about me and us and what we had and maybe drop a text (just kidding). It's 2021 and I just know I love you so much right now and I can't imagine the five years later without you but I am still ready for whatever the future holds for us. Also since I can't meet you , I have been sad recently but I try my best to hide it from you because I know you have a lot on your plate too. ugh I wish I could hug you forever but It's okay. Soon. You know soon is word that gives me a lot of hope , specially with you. Soon I will meet you , hug you, kiss you ,just be with you , soon. Also, I have been bugging you to watch notebook but you just don't listen to me. You know you annoy me too much. Ngl lie tanish there have been times when I thought breaking up with you would be easier , I almost did that too but then somethings inside me tells me not to do it. I hope that after all this I go through and all that You go through it is worth it. Even if its not It's okay at least you made me the happiest at one point in my life. You know I have pretended that I loved someone even though I actually did not and I still feel pretty bad for what I did to them. But with you it was never pretence. I don't know whether 5 years later we will be alive or not but if this reaches you I just wanna say thank you for making me the happiest at one point, for loving me even when I am at my worst, for being my best friend and for listening to me rant always, I love you cutu. ~ Sanya