A letter from Your PastMe

Dear FutureMe, It's raining outside right now. There are so many things that I have to do but there's no any motivation.. and also I'm still trying to get a job :( This is getting boring tho.. I'm eating the watermelon that my friend gave me about two days ago. It still tastes good tho! And I'm listening to Lottery by Kali Uchis right now. WHAT A SONG! Somehow, this song is played randomly on my Spotify. "If I told I was yours, you'd probably label me a bore. Maybe I'm just trying way too hard to keep you" "You're an angel and I'm blessed so I'm trying to do my best want you to know how very nice it was to meet you" "Can you take this chance on me? You won't regret it, c'mon and get it. Love is like the lottery, yeah we had issues, can we dismiss those?" ******** I AM THINKING BOUT HIM RIGHT NOW, FR THO! College was so fun, you ******* miss it right, aren't you? HAHAHA welcome to the new page, the real life, buddy :) How was coronavirus? Where did it end? Did you guys get the vaccines? Anyway, I hope you're doing fine and your family as well. I know right, you're missing your friends.. I know, it's kinda hard tho. You already got that degree and the certificate. Did you get that tattoos too? :P It's been five years.. and you're exactly 24 about days ago. That's old enough to being married.. :D Do you still keep in touch with the guy who kissed you for the first time? :O Did you already find him? That man who will never break your heart and always makes you laugh? I hope you did, girl. So you are in Europe, aren't you? As you wish when you were 18. You did say how much you wanted to go to there. Yeah, we really want to be a chef somewhere in Europe. We want to be a cook in cruise ship at least a few years. If God lets us, it'll become our stable job. You know.. if I'm being honest, I want to meet that French guy, our birthday mate! :D We've talked for more than a year. He sends me snaps and video almost everyday. I told him to meet me in Qatar in 2022. He said, "We don't know what will happen in 2022, we'll see." But, did you do it or nah? I promised to be a tourguide and treat him when he comes to Bali. Even tho, I've never been in Bali..xD I WANNA GO TO BALI OMG!! You do have a traveller-soul, buddy. You went to Jakarta, Bekasi, and Yogyakarta by yourself. I hope you're travelling. Yeah, we all need money but it doesn't matter and be your reason to giving it up, darling. Find out what you want, follow your dreams and improve your skills as well. Go read some books. Trust in Jesus and don't forget to read Bible as well. Life is so ******* short & time flies so **** fast, what are you waiting for? PS: I hope you have been in Singapore, Thailand, Malaysia, Qatar, UAE, Japan, Cambodia, Hongkong, Christmas Island, Armenia, Vietnam and of course some places in Indonesia especially Bali! Sincerely, Your PastMe in 2021