A letter from March 31st, 2021

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14

Epilogue

4 months later

hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...

Em ex u our fro aeyh etg a otw idb?-rne lfinerdrgi ogthbu.
:) u phceouir a-llnditkeya ngsoibto fedecncion neeb otkitk i eilfen my lto on eebn tis igptson vhea a dstaret.
A at ti sa eb abd fo ot nto but ahs hepdnpe?a eeprsurs euds dab eomh nihangyt lto wsoh ti.
Did oatub tou set?rce hte ifdn eoenp yanoen.
Is ?oso-hlc het prta sti hte owsh a dnefris fail ayko mi fwe ngaon dmae abd usgnyidt i dabsro utb.
Llist ro mead funocd-es? xysluteia htiw cenigctap a so ear i era opelpe i but u nirfed sehs enevr igrnca nad whast eiigdnma omes ryou di era enic eb ): erisndf eppole nwe tereh.
I’tddn to kbca ankth -i og ddi dgo ro u iidna.
Mnad aemk id'dnt d'uoy eivla itlsl uyo ear -kirrr it if tihs u i ikthn ear boj good raf.
U lltsi tenw ll?e i on- ot lle og yb cbak was od ary encrgi.
Sret itsll lla tlso the desrfni oen i hmet ?leif- in rou i are ruo is lvoe.
Get ylnai?fl idd ro twhi gsdanodie aiusmt adhd u no.
Pe?ey-soelp 008 polpee remo tuo reom naht uyo to aer.
Mhass do em lwduo uoklo— ytllaot uoy hwo.
Od ym ro eenv ushdleor lil u it tel renve uto bkca :) vneer ?? wgorn did cb atth gniaa si ahri gwor pylrol ruyo hcdeaer l-lo :(.
U og ot no no idd idani? acav.
A heav hubnc vole mthe emt nay enw i yirdens-?sfe.
U senfrdi i?-ka rea eyss ltisl iwht.
Up u isth tiwh os om-d?i edntsmi wsa ynnniago alyswa roem uyo laeve i gvea did ikle ladg poleep.
Idd sya-?t eeyrovne oaneyn alytluca tydsea yes arpttinom.
On velo him yes n’tod btu iebjn i rlly i do you tilsl khcec sas olve cbuhn imh up uhc?m.
Oenc h?i-faa duopr neev hre dan tlkigna os met i sa ot fsinred rae u eb otu ud we caem ot pu listl.
Pah-p?yi idd atht etm ouy kmsae she snoomee you hvea felt ubt.
I oepstdp uyo ahtw ryou ti otbua gcitnwha tswha ahah ?- vedrese anemsi meth eatvaufro.
Erve nyma ? loduc haev difenrs u ieianmg ouy do omer owh tanh.
Oyu ont- lwsyaa lxytcea ?ndtawe egt uect i u ddi gaamne tesoh ubt hsotlc.
Ksean hvae neepeeoeee to do u tiusoed? lislt.
Yna sye is you grttneai et?bter omm.
Mih ehs ltils is dad vleo tmsoeesim aemn i btu ?aoyk.
No is our o?ndgi bolxro ilke estb eht how alwysa lla dya ebhrotr.
Tertbe ? nay wsoh o?oshlc on.
Ayko abby isms i eb /:- ist i arhd teesw tsi who if otn i knwo ot esdu.
Ere?ht levi tills do yes u.
Gni?go eraaktgsoindb nwe eno ohubgt ohsw i a.
Teretb keli to onigg wtschied i enw u lislt ym rcth ouii?itnt.
Ma i you ton happy no -r?n aer.
Fro te-ruuf i oot ma eth i peho pypah eb i iwll doe eoph os not ew.
To etlret i fif dton hsit nwko lli ti eohung lieva ): amek adre utb.
Orlpyl i?ghtr who u odl 51 rae.
Is y?et adnki gi roev vcido yse erhet its -.
Aer sey ai?agn poen cslohso.
Sude liek ki hwo btu illh rfo uoy emet ooeemsn i i a jtus be bit dereves to to tbeetr hpoe ee-atdrt tath earstt u entw uoy ti i dnow esvdree utb.
Yuo - ytsa evol 3< -ea-ll5yt-11i4or nrtsog i.

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