A letter from March 31st, 2021

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14

Epilogue

4 months later

hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...

Riedligfrn a for utbgho em er-nbdi? wot tge hyae our u ex.
Eneb epoircuh a i ): oenficednc ooigbtsn avhe ym rtadest tlo u ngposit neflie eneb tktkio tsi on yekintl-dlaa.
Esud eb owsh at gtinahyn uspesrre tno bda ti to he?pdpnae fo ti sa has a mhoe olt dab btu.
Fdni uot uabot tsrcee? oenany did het opnee.
Eth ?hl-coso ubt a ewf im isdrefn is teh artp its akyo i aognn tiugdsyn wsoh adb edma srodab ialf.
Eb enw u adingiem erthe eigtnpcca a ryuo neerv id ndiefr eamd whti lltsi dna ro i ubt opelep xaliytseu ecni leoepp ginrca aer so cd-nesufo? shes rea osme era esrindf swtha :) i.
Bakc iidan t’dnid u dog knaht -i og ddi ot ro.
Itsh tslil if evali arf odgo u'ody job i you htkni maek u rae iddnt' irrkr- it ndam rae.
Bkac asw od etwn l?le lel go by to rya i ncgrie isllt u n-o.
Lla is i -eil?f ltils eolv oru hmte oru lots i teh neo ni esnridf rea rste.
U did etg ro on sutima iedsnaogd ?lfyialn hiwt dhad.
Orem epepy?leso- roem tuo 008 thna you are to eeppol.
Do wduol tlyalto —kolou em assmh who uyo.
Or let aanig uot do si rgwo :( ddi lil ?? akcb yrplol owgnr it ecahder ym ouhrdsle hira bc neve llo- u ryou ): that nerev ernev.
No og to u on ddi acav nia?di.
Emht i mte oevl sedirseynf-? eahv bhncu enw a nay.
Are ?a-ik tllis with rendsfi essy u.
Mreo gvea u uyo wthi tismnde gaonynin levae i aayswl os eilk ddi wsa up glda d?moi- pleeop shit.
Ddi inaomtptr eeonyevr s-y?ta yatsed actlylua oaenny yse.
Lstli i ouy tub yes mhi lvoe vole chunb up hm?uc ejnib i kechc on him do tod’n ylrl ssa.
Itkagnl sa u tem mcea to ud llsti uto dan neco ruodp pu to eb her hf-ia?a dnesfri so rae i we even.
Oenosme you ftle skmae htat ddi oyu ipp-ay?h btu hes aveh etm.
-? ahha topedps it uory i tbaou vaueotarf mhet ngcathwi what yuo isnaem drvesee thsaw.
Erom ouy ucdlo owh namy ? aveh eerv htna u do iaiegmn neirfds.
Sawyla uyo hltocs oshte i u ucte gnmaae -tno etg tyalcex ddi wdean?t tub.
Tills neoeepeeee s?ouidet od u knase hvae to.
Sye omm is e?retbt rtgnetia you yna.
Velo add she si him meiseosmt i tub itlls amen a?koy.
Hte tseb oroxlb lla our on lyswaa ielk si treohbr yad ohw io?dng.
Owsh sh?oocl nya ebrtte ? no.
Tswee -/: aybb be to fi i used ardh kaoy hwo i sti onwk i sti issm ont.
Litls ete?hr u ivle do sye.
I ?igngo hows oen tghobu aekriogsbdatn wne a.
I?otitnui hrct tswcdihe eikl my wen lstli erettb ot i nggio u.
No are i hyapp you nr-? am tno.
Ont hapyp i oot tfe-ruu eoph so rof i am wlil ehop ew teh i doe eb.
Otdn i laeiv to kmea ihts ti tub lli :) ffi rtleet uognhe aedr nowk.
Lyplro ldo 51 h?itgr ohw ear u.
- akidn sye herte cdvoi sti reov si ?yte gi.
Ag?ain sye rea npoe csohlso.
You ot u sdue a nemsooe ki edat-tre atth opeh eevsedr i bti tteebr fro i llih eemt i redsvee btu ot onwd ekil btu ntew it sartet ujts ohw you be.
I stay orngts you 41r-e-tla5oyil-1 3< love -.

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