A letter from March 31st, 2021

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad? did u get a binder? have u been feelin euphoric lately hows it at hoMe has anything bad happened? didanyone find out about THE secret? hows school? are people accepting there whats your ********* or are u still confused? or did u go back to India are u still alive if you are **** good job i didn't think you'd make it this far do u still go by ell? is all our friends still in our life? did u get diagnosed with autism or ADHD finally? are you out to more people? how do you look is your hair grown back again :( ?? or did u never let it grow out bc ill prolly do that lol did u go on vaca to india? have met any new friends? are u still friends with kai ? did you leave more people like u always do? did anyone actually stay? do you still love benji *** much? are u still talking to faiha? have you et someone that makes you happy? you deserve it haha what about animes whats your favourate ? how many friends do you have ? did u get those cute cloths you always wanted? do u still have to sneak outside? is mom treating you any better? is dad still okay? how is our brother doing? hows school? any better ? if not its okay baby i know its hard :/ do u still live there? hows skateboarding going? u still going to tuition? are you happy rn? i am not happy doe i hope we will be for the future i dont know iff ill make it alive enough to read this letter but :) how old are u prolly 15 right? is covid over yet? are schools open again? I hope you meet someone that treats you just like how u deserve to be treated i love you stay strong <3 - Elliot-14

Epilogue

4 months later

hey!!!!! how are you i hope youre doing good and happy -I died
hows your dysphoria going? is it as bad?- not as bad as it used to be
did...

A efirlnrigd u ex uohtbg orf two gte rou b-ine?rd me yhea.
I ebne on nbee tlo hiocrpeu a togsnibo ekdtlal-iayn my fiodcnecne eilnef u :) tsaertd topgnis have its titkok.
Not hsa a heppd?ean tlo as ot ubt ti hynntgai used sserpure eb ta adb ti of mheo hows bda.
Fnid ddi e?ectrs the oepne anynoe aotub uto.
I hwso a akyo im part the ndresfi adb ubt laif dbaros is noang aemd hte yisdgutn sit few ol?c-hso.
Dan i ecin era ppeelo os but cirgan rea di hess edma iendfrs nwe litls ro i eethr era polepe eevrn uory a tahws u igcnapect fcenus-?do nferid esom whti ualxiteys eadngiim ): eb.
Did og nidtd’ ro -i u dog iinad nhakt ot bkac.
Uod'y job ti you rkr-ri ear nmad lvaie tni'dd u i amek gdoo tlsil fra siht if thnik rea.
Go rginec to swa went do i lel by abkc ayr u tilsl on- le?l.
Neo stre olve ni i-e?fl rou rea all i mteh sillt oru si het i ostl defsirn.
Adhd ddi iwht u dagnsodei teg iatums ?ilflnay ro no.
Oyu out aer ?plpeoyse-e emro ermo oelepp hatn 008 ot.
Wdulo od asmsh how luko—o oyu em ttlayol.
?? (: lyplor ouyr lli my out ): ddi u or bkca htta rogwn lol- aiang eenv edceahr it bc let od owrg irha vnere lsoeudrh is veern.
Vcaa og no u naid?i on ot did.
Tem i any ucnhb ehtm veol e-dissy?enfr a new eahv.
U iwht ia-k? iltsl ear irndfse ssey.
Tshi idd dlga slaawy klie vleae u o-dmi? i saw eorm inoagnny hwit ditnsme lepope uoy os geav pu.
Mtoaprnit edayst yse neayon y?st-a idd yeorvnee llycauta.
Od i ?cmhu ouy imh hbnuc ssa sey lyrl cekch llist eovl no pu velo o’ndt ijenb imh i btu.
Came i tllis iktngal nad puodr eb pu as ot cneo mte so to ud hre eevn otu ?aaf-hi ear rsdnife u ew.
Ehs -yphp?ai mte uyo ddi uoy hatt ubt sakme soeenom evha felt.
Iesanm ti hatw tmeh uabot uoyr ptdpsoe you tsahw -? ahha hgiacntw oaeftuvra veesder i.
Cludo woh u od uoy gnieaim mayn ? anth evha erve emro nrdefis.
Mgeaan lhtosc ouy -ont awlysa ddi btu tnwead? ohste ltyeacx i u cteu etg.
Od tsiou?ed eeepneeoee u ahve to lslit kenas.
Ouy sey ebtert? si tiraegtn nay mmo.
Nmae hmi vleo ayok? utb hes is tlisl add omestmsie i.
Olobxr liek ywaasl si etsb lla bhortre yda ruo hte ?dgoni hwo on.
Yan sc?ohol on ? wsho tbetre.
If msis to tsi sued aybb -:/ i wkon twees be dahr sti okay who i i nto.
Llist etr?eh ilev u yse od.
Oshw eon gngo?i wen btoguh i a baokesnagtrdi.
Tesdhciw my wen i toiitinu? lslit onggi to lkie btrtee u chtr.
Hpypa ouy ear on ma i -?rn not.
I oto hpoe hte eb llwi am for ew i oed i so ruufet- hpoe ton hpypa.
Meka ti iff i lli dera utb lieav ): onkw shti tond to henuog lttree.
Aer igt?hr olylpr owh dlo 51 u.
- is y?te icovd kanid eys evor sit teher gi.
Enpo ssohocl sye gn?aai ear.
Mtee ik to llih nemsooe u orf you reesevd jtsu to reettb ohw tdeare-t tbu nwdo ibt thta usde eikl i i tesatr wnte sdevere it heop be i btu a uoy.
<3 gsntor i 4-5irea-1-loyl1t tyas - uoy levo.

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