A letter from March 29th, 2021

Future Jason, ME, NOW: Hey me in the future me now is sitting with a mask in fitness class surrounded by people you will probably have forgotten about by now lmao. The past few weeks have been kinda rough, I yelled at Chloe (our ex) and I feel like I could be a danger to myself or others lmao. I won’t do anything of course but I still feel like garbage. I hope you are happier than you are now. Shea is a big supporter rn but idk how much longer that will last lmao. You just started therapy too. Your first official appointment is tomorrow so wish me luck haha. So yeah :DDDD MY WORLD: This will be about 2 and a half years in the new house that big yellow one on Bispham, you finally got your own room and it feels amazing, I’m sending a lot of money pretty recklessly but who cares? It makes you happy and sometimes other people. I’ve stayed up till just about 1 am every time without fail but who cares sleep for the weak lmao. WHAT I DO: You are getting back into games and anime after Chloe basically made you stop to have all your attention on her, that was my fault but I hope you have come to terms with it as well as found a way to manage it all. You are working at Robin’s Nest and T Webb just put his 2 weeks in so he is basically going to leave again which sucks, also remember Carrots are like candy bars for rabbits haha. PEOPLE IN MY LIFE: Honestly there really isn’t that many people in your life rn, your gf broke up with you last month and I know I’m not intentionally burning bridges. You talked to Zoe for a little bit but it’s been days since she responded, Shea is being super cool but also acting weird, Colin is your closest friend rn and you talk about deep **** and I honestly love his company. Morman is also chill but it feels like you are intruding when you talk to him. I do hope we stay friends with them. Honestly I think they are good people. I would gladly take a bullet at them even if we aren’t that close, you know. MY FUTURE: The only thing I want hope happens is that you are happy, that you haven’t had to go through the ringer, that life treated you well so far. And Jason don’t die on me okay as your younger self when the world has just started to get hard you made it through it okay, the afterlife isn’t going anywhere your time will come. Take care of yourself and as many people as you can along the way okay. I hope your day has gone well too. I love you, thank you for being the best you you can be <3