A letter from March 29th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this as I sit on the lounge in a workspace I hate very much. I hope in the future that you are happy. Are we still with MP? Are you married? Do you have children? We’ve always wanted to have children. Are you happy? Did we graduate University? We’re struggling with that right now. We are struggling with a lot of things. I hope that in the future we get over this. I hope we fight through and see the good. Are you still working at SP? How is G? Is she doing better? Right now she is doing amazing. She’s gaining and she’s not giving in any more! Are you guys still friends? Are you in a better position? Are you happy? Does things ever get better? Are we okay? Did you lose the weight or are we still struggling girl because believe me we do be struggling. Please always remember I am proud of you. I am hopeful of the person that you become in the future. I am hopeful for your happiness and your positivity to flourish. I am hopeful that you push through and do well. I know you think of dying all the time but I hope that in 5 years time you are still kicking. I know that we can do this. Please make us proud and do the things I’m not strong enough to accomplish right now. I love you. Happy birthday. Enjoy being 25. Bree.