A letter from March 27th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I know you worked hard already. Good job aisyah, you did well. I know the time you read this, you already have everything you wish for. Hold on for a little bit, it might be hard now but trust me it will worth the pain you have right now. You've been holding on for so long. You going through all this pain alone and im proud of you because of that. To my Ibu, I love you with all of my heart. No one can ever replace you and no one could ever give the same amount of love you give to me. To my Ayah, you too, i love you with all of my heart. I might not show that i love you all these time but trust me, i've never love someone as much as i love you two. Thank you for raise me well till now, thank you for give me so much love that i actually don't deserve. May Allah give you all the good thing you wish for. I appreciate all the things you do for me and i know i'll never can pay you back and im really sorry for that. I love you. To my siblings, Bieha, Afiq, Aliah, Aidil i love you all equaly. I hope the time i or yall read this, yall have already get all the thing you wish for. I never show but i actually care. Yall are my real best friend and thankyou for all the thing you did for me. im sorry for all the mean things i do. I love you all so much and please forgive me. To all my friend, just know that till this day i will still love you. Esp to my kaka, Nad, Put, Hasya, Sarah, Pipah and Pidah. Also not forget, Syazwina and Andrina. Thankyou for being my friend and make me happy that i forgot all my pain. Yall are the best. I will sometimes buy yall food but if i don't im sorry. To all my beloved one, if i didn't make it please forgive me. I might look happy as ever but the pain im holding on aint no joke. I really hope all of you can live happily and healthy. and i hope i can hold this pain for a bit longer. Dearself, forgive me if i hurt you. Bye, love yall. :)