A letter from March 23rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I have so many responsibilities. I am taking six courses, and struggling in half of them. I'm trying to master a billion different skills and techniques, volunteer at one lab and work in another. I also have to lead that research project about Imposter syndrome. I'm leading my design team to produce a mobile water filtration backpack. I am t i r e d. Mostly, I'm just bored and tired of school. All of these subjects would be fun to study if they weren't trying to choke all this information down my throat. What even is engineering??? I think I would make a great project or systems engineer. It's not really something you go to school for, but moreso something you need a lot of experience for. I cannot believe I'm signing myself up for like, seven more years of school after the next five years of school. Da fuq. I don't even have regrets about that decision, I'm just tired of my own expectations. I am currently procrastinating ok bye.