Are you better now ? The story that hasn't been told !

Happy Birthday, ***** !! Have you cried today? Of course, you did, you always do on your birthday, if you didn't you will now. Today is 22/03/2021, lots of angelic numbers have been shown to you recently, big things are about to happen to you, a new job, a new beginning, maybe the love of your life! A quick reminder on where you are right now, as I know you have a goldfish memory! 1.You just slept with Scott again, he brings a smile to your face but he can't fulfil your dreams, that void in your heart need more than just a Capitan sailing away when life gets hard. You know it! 2. Your relationship with your mother, I really hope it improved and you managed to forgive her, if not that's okay! Don't feel guilty, remember took keep away bad energy, that applies not only to friends but to the family as well. 3. Friends. I know how hard it is for you to actually socialise, and yes girl, if you want to keep a friendship you still need to answer your phone and check up on your friends once in a while, not only when you need their support but when they need yours as well. ( that's a ******* reminder to text your friends !! even to the old ones) Check up on people you haven't speak in a while: Andreea ( creatsa, your college BFF), Ana-Maria, Bianca etc. Also how tf is Raj? I hope you are still a friend with that dickhead, if no please do call him, you know he is the one who can understand you the most! 4. Career ! did you get the position you wanted! if you still have a job that doesn't bring happiness in your life then girl this is your wake up call !!! Go out there and get that ************ job! You are meant to help people, that's what makes you happy! I so ******* hope you are okay mentally and physically. Don'y stop dreaming, remember the bubbly 18yo girl that brought rainbows when entering the room, that you, that's how you need to be for the rest of your life. You are meant to be happy and bring happiness wherever you go ( she is a rainbow-the rolling stones) be the rainbow everyone needs, and smile! In terms of kids and personal life. How is that going ? I know now you are scared and confused,but deep inside you do want a family and kids, but you are scared that you may fail. I want you to know that if you did end up being a mother you are f-ing amazing and I know it took you days even months of thinking this through and you have it figure out. There are so many things to be told, please to make peace with people you had fights with, let go out the negativity you are holding in and you will achieve everything you want. Smile ***** !