A letter from March 21st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, It's me, Lylia but Lylia from the past. I decided to wrote you this letter because I'm not at my best, maybe at my lowest. I can't feel anything, I can't feel love, sadness, joy, I am angry and I feel empty but I know it's gonna be okay, that I'm going to be better because I am strong, you're strong. I'm 18 and I study law, I don't have a boyfriend, don't really have friends. I met a boy, Florian, he has brown hair and brown eyes, and his smile he's very beautiful, I very love his smile!! I kinda like him even if we don't really talk on the phone we just seeing each other. I don't know if something will happen between us but I'll see! I know that we (you and I) we want to be a lawyer, and we working hard. So I want to know if you a lawyer or maybe something else. What is your job? Do you like it? How's your life? What are you doing? Do you have a bf? Are you happy? Do you have an appartement? A pet? Friends? And your relationship with yourself? Do you love yourself? Did you grow your relationship with God? Are you living in the USA, California, LA? Please if the answer is no I really hope that once in your life you've been in LA for holidays or school! But girl I know you want to live in LA, so ******* do it, be a lawyer, be who you want, live where you want, do the things for you and don't think what others gonna say or think! How's the fam doin'? Dad, Mom, Grandad, Aunties, Uncles, Cousins? Are they still alive? Are they good? Mom and Dad are not anymore in the same house? Do they have a new partner? Is your relationship with mom is better? I don't think but I hope. I have so much to tell you OMG ahah, too much questions but I will know the answer in 5 years, so I gotta be patient. I have some things to say to you that are gonna be serious because I know them now and I want to make you a reminder. You are amazing, beautiful, nice, kind, strong, generous, strong, intelligent and so much more. You have a good heart, good soul, the way you think is beautiful and so open. I know that in 5 years you are going to change but I know that there's a lot of part that gonna stay. You're matter, you're worth it, you can do everything you want, you are going to have everything you want, you're gonna have a beautiful life. Remember that you are like a wolf, you think like a wolf. Do not let anyone tell you that you're not worth it, not loved, not smart or not enough because it's false, stop doubting of yourself. Wake up at 5, working out, eat healthy, take care of you, do your nails, hair, makeup, take care of you. Think about you in first, put yourself in the first and the most important place of your life, you are your own bestieeee bad *******. Let me tell you what you want in your future life at your 18 : - you want to be a lawyer. - you want to be happy. - you want to have a Range Rover and a Lambo and a Porsche and a lot of cars because you love cars so I hope for you that you learned a lot of things about cars. - you want to have a big house with a view on LA, you want to have a fireplace, a sport salle in your house, home cinema, a pool who's falling... - you want to have a good style. - you want to learn how to surf and to skate and how to fight. - you want to have a Rolex. - you want to have money like this you will be able to offer yourself everything you want and be able to help people. - you want to open a salad bar during the summer. - you want to be this powerful/badass woman that you aspire to become, a woman with power who's not afraid to tell the things and to talk in front of people. - you want to read a lot of books : the first you read when you started you're new life, new mindset, new Lylia on 03/22/2021 was "Think and Grow Rich" By Napoleon Hill. - you want to find your soulmate, a boy who's gonna respect you, makes you feel like your the most beautiful girl in this world, that your problems are going to be his problems, who's gonna love unconditionally. - you want to be married with A REAL MAN like the couple you see on tiktok. Not a toxic boy, not someone who's not enter in your high standards. - you want to have 2 or 3 children. - you want a HEALTHY family with a lot of laugh, smile, joy, happiness and love. - you want to learn spanish, chinese, italian, russian, german, japanese and I guess that's enough lmao. - you want to make a change in people's lives and to make your voice being hear. And I know that you are going to have all of that, you and I we know that you are in this life to make a lot of things, great things, BIG THINGS, you are going to change the things, people are going to hear you. So yeah, you gotta work, you're not at your best, but I promise it's going to be better and everything you are working on are going to pay. Be nice with everyone even if I know you are, just a reminder, you have no idea what's going through in other's people life, and with just a smile you can save their life. :) STOP PROCRASTINATION, SMILE, LAUGH, SCREAM, LIVE AND THINGS ARE GOING TO BE BETTER AND ENTER AT THEIR OWN PLACE ALONE. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE ME, I LOVE US!!!! YOU ARE ******* INCREDIBLE, YOU ARE A BAD ***** AN AMAZING BAD *****, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH AND YOUR VALUE!! YOU ARE A POSITIVE PERSON, DO NOT LOST THAT, DO NOT GIVE UP, STAY STRONG! DON'T LOSE YOUR BABY AND CHILD PART. your favorite movie : the notebook and the maze runner your favorite color : red your favorite flower : I actually have no idea your favorite food : salad, gnocchi, brique, pizza, hamburger your favorite country : Mexico and Canada (btw hope you travelled in Canada if the answer is no book a ticket now.) your favorite song : there's to much but we gonna say the artist : Cardi B, Justin Bieber, Leith, Shawn Mendes, Frank Ocean. your actual friends : Thomas R, Jonathan D, Lyna M, Alix P, Manon D. your favorite language : english your favorite TV show : Teen Wolf Okay, I guess I said everything I wanted, but I'm gonna say it more DO YOUR **** ******* LIFE, THINGS YOU WANT TO DO, I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SAY IT BUT DO IT NOW, NOW, LIFE IS SO SHORT SO DO THE THINGS GOD !!!!!!!!!!!! JUST DO IT, LOVE YOURSELF, LIVE WITH PASSION AT 10000%. I love you, I will aways love you, I am PROUD OF YOU and I will always be. Be careful and Now do your life, live with NO REGRET WE ARE A NO REGRET TYPE OF PERSON. LET'S GO **** ***** LET'S GOOOOO WOOOOHOUOUUOUOUUO!!!! :) <3