A letter from March 19th, 2021

Hi you still good? March 2021 is hell so far, im even thinking of doing stupid things.. but i really hope ill get better, i saw comments from some good people that makes me feel better from time to time even idk them. I hope i can keep going... i still have a lot to do, i wanna open a cat cafe, i wanna make my late father happy with my success... but i dont even know if i can do it... no. I can do it... i can... i hope so.. life is becoming hard... i hope when i get this letter im better. I will be so glad and proud of myself not doing the things...