A letter from March 17th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope you are somewhere better in life than you are right now. When I say better, I mean in all areas: emotionslly, physically, and mentally. Also financially and relationship wise. I hope you have grown in the ways in which you are hoping you will. I hope you are not in prison or dead bc I love my freedom and I do like living even though its really hard. I hope you are content with your home and tra deportation available. Hopefully ya got yourself a truck and trailer. Laysha will be graduating high school this year and I know she is growing into a young adult now. Be patient with her, life's been a little rough probably on her in many ways. Bet she's ready to get her own place and I bet she's driving by now and has probably experienced a whole lot of growth herself. I'm sorry if you lost any loved ones. These things can often be unexpected and painful as he'll in your heart but you gotta keep movibg forward. Keep changing as everything else changes too. Its ok. It's inevitable. Change is. Hope that you woke the **** up and realized that the love you share with Jeff Burgess is real as **** and hope it all has worked out bc you and Jeff decided to work together and establish a healthy relationship whatever type it may be. I hope you have removed some people from your lifethat caused havoc and drama all the time by being just not good friends. I hope you have read many books and hope our president isnt anything like the past two. I hope you have been to church often and soon . i hope I'm clean of drugs but if not it's ok. I've learned alreary to accept a few painful truths about addiction and one is that I'll never be cured. It will always be a struggle even now probably. But hopefully ove learned to use more responsively and I hope you get into the habit of and live a healthy lifestyle. There's so much to say but I hope you are doing your best and that things are manageable and hopefully you can find not and laughter often. Love, Me