A letter from March 17th, 2021

Hi Shaun! Hmm it's been awhile?? HAHAHAHAHA I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry. Seriously. I thought we will work it out. I thought we can make it but I gave up. Sorry. I know it's probly easy for you to move on but for me, I don't know hahaha after that day everything's been real tough. I cried almost everyday because of all the problems, sometimes because you're not there and I don't have anyone to talk to and to tell all my problems. But I know it's my fault I pushed you away. It's just that I broke up because I don't think so were for each other. It was fun being with you and talking to you but after weeks,months, everything just got cold. Idk how to fix it. You got cold and I don't have a time so I became dry and cold talking to you. It's always the late replies hahaha. I realized that I have alot of things to do and I can't afford to spend my time for other things because my life's always busy and stressful. I don't wanna hurt you by those late replies of mine. I don't want you to feel that ur unimportant because I always reply late. I just think I'm not the right girl for you. You know I was so excited to meet your parents and sibling soon. I was so excited to surprise you for your birthday. I'm so excited to meet you because I thought everything will be perfect. But sadly it didn't. But it's okay I'm sure you're doing good now. I guess your already in London? As what u told me last time :)) hope ur happy now. I just wanted to say sorry and I miss you. I couldn't really send this to you right now I don't know why. So I just chose to send after 5 years:) so yeah I guess that's ittt I hope until now were still friends? So yeah that's ittt hopefully we can hang out soon. Byeeee! -love