A letter from March 16th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello Future me. How are you today? I hope you are now carrying a white children, boy and a girl. You are now living in a life that you always been dreaming of. How was Eric? Is he ready too good to be true? Is he really giving you all the love that you deserve? About me today, I am suffering. Already a year since my open heart surgery, I want my body to be strong so that I am able to bear a child. But I have another problem. I might have this gallbladder stone. But don't worry, I'll do whatever it takes to have a healthy body for you to have healthy children and happy life. It's okay if I struggle. The most important is you and Nico is having a good life while reading this letter of mine. Oh, before I forgot. Please don't forget to send flowers to mama, Tesay and Jinky. And I appreciate if you tell him Happy Birth day! I don't know how to proceed life without him. I thank God for giving me such beautiful blessing. Tell Eric how much I love him. Sorry if I am not that vocal to my feelings. I hope you already done your part future me. I know it won't be easy, but let your heart work and the rest will follow.