A letter from March 16th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, I just wanna make sure you're alive. Are you okay, dear? Right now I am not so fine but I hope I am laughing now reading this if it reaches me ever again, I hope you're doing good in life.. I mean **** five years that's a hella lot of time there. Remember when you were 17? The pain you felt, the loneliness you suffered, the fear you had, the anxiety that never left you, how are pulling yourself up now? Are you even still alive? I have been overthinking my health for a while, I don't think I am gonna make it, I am not sure. I am picturing many things right now, but I am really wondering how it's gonna be. This is only the first email I promise I will send you another one in a week to remind you of what's been going on in that period of your life. I love you. I love you.