A letter from March 15th, 2021

~To my future self~ To Current me, I know that I'm a little mess, toxic, and have an unpleasant impression on some people. I know you're still learning and improving as time goes by, And I hope to my future self that you’d find your comfort zone, your true path, and your genuine self. Hi future self, I hope you can read this when you're in your downfall or when you finally reached your dreams, I just wanna make you cry. What are you doing right now? I guess you are happy. I hope you achieved your dream, I know you can do it. I wonder if you're still afraid of public speaking because if you finally stepped out of your comfort zone, I'm so proud of you. You found out your true value only for 5 years, what courage you have! I love how you change from being an immature little girl to the admirable lady you are! I imagine you wearing a flight attendant uniform, it suits you well. You've been through a lot before achieving your dream and I know you're proud of it. But I heard you also wanted to be a lawyer? Just like how your grandpa wanted for you. Lol saying this when I was 16 years old is quite funny, imagine today I'm thinking that I can't be a lawyer because I'm a crybaby but who knows what future can be right self? Though I chose a different strand I'm sure there are a lots of way. You've dreamed a lot back when you were a teenager and now you've reached it. I'm rooting for you! More happiness to come! Well, I also guess that you are now earning up to attain your dream to travel around the world huh? Well if you're a flight attendant it's different from traveling and relaxing girl, it's okay to spend not only for traveling but girl spoil yourself. You deserve it afterall To the other Future self If you can read this, I hope you're doing well, when I say well it means being healthy ok? I don't wanna die young because of your irresponsible eating habit. Great years are coming for you don't waste your life and live your life to the fullest. If you are successful right now I want you to cry and look back at those times that you thought you won't be able to do it. To my 21-year-old self if you're able to read this please do make another letter for yourself that can be a great memory to inspire yourself more. If you are having a lot of hardshipright now always remember some people are always there for you no matter what and don't give up. If you're still in the process of achieving your dream then it's fine, you can still do it just think about your family who will be proud of you. If you are at the point of your life where you think that you can't do it, please cheer yourself up because you're the only one who can help you. If you can't do it for yourself then no other man in this world could help you. No matter how hard you make an effort there's always a person who’s rooting for you and that's your past self. So go on and continue reaching your dreams, it's not too late to make your dreams come true. ~From the former Sofia.