A letter from March 13th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, happy birthday, Nyan I can't really guess how much you have grown up. Are you the one who you want to be now? are you getting grades you wanted? are you happy? I don't know man I am hurt now I wish you happy I am being pretty dramatic huh? are you still in the future?? I am still caring what if someone will read it with you?? I am writing carefully I am afraid I won't survive but if you are reading this, you survived!! you are scary sometimes me,myself scare me. I can't control my anger can you now? I am being argumentative that almost everyone around me hate me:) I don't really know what you are now I feel like I am perfect but why won't I happy? parents gave me what I want. I have friends and cousins. a lot people are struggling to eat one meal and here I am / not grateful for what I have?? and I don't even have relationship problem can I never had one mom want me have good grades and I have parents want me to be perfect and I am but mom too greedy ,every time I cry, it's coz of her (she shoud've have had me if she would raise me like this) Well! enough with these! anyway I think you have gone to BTS concert by now and if you haven't, don't worry I can guess you haven't had your first rs till then?? Bro I wrote this while I am emotional I think you are laughing while reading this caz u knew how much dramatic was your little self or you couldn't read this anymore dammm I hope you survive until then, look I am watching Naruto shauppuden now it's seem dope don't forget this I seem to out of my dramatic feeling now I wrote this so I will stop here and if I hurt too badly next time, I will write also so you can see how much you hurt woo! woo! I wasn't hurting too much rn It was just a bit like a tiny bit 1/10 I only hurt that much bye will write you later more I love you ewww cringe