A letter from March 13th, 2021

I FVCKING MISSED MINIMONIJIN VLIVE LIKE ***** I HATE THIS LIFE. I FELT SAD TBH BCS IT SEEMS LIKE I'M SLOWLY LOSING MY INTEREST TO THEM I MEAN NOT IN THEM AAAA IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT IS JUST THAT WHY THE FVCK AM I NOT EXCITED WITH THEIR PERFORMANCE LOL THIS IS NOT FUNNY!! LATELY I'VE BEEN WORRYING ABOUT MY GRADES THAT'S WHY I'VE MISSED A LOT ABOUT THEM. IDK MY PARENTS ARE NOT PRESSURING ME ABOUT MY GRADES BUT I CAN'T HELP BUT TO BE PRESSURED BCS I'M AFRAID THAT I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO ENTER TO A UNIVERSITY LIKE NOOOO I HAVE A LOT OF DREAMS AND THERE'S NO WAY I CAN'T GO TO COLLEGE. AND GUESS I HATE MYSELF BCS SOMETIMES I FORGOT TO PRAY AND ASKED A LOT FROM GOD LIKE ***** REMEMBER YOU SOMETIMES FORGOT TO THANKED HIM AND NOW YOU'RE ASKING WOW YOU HAVE SUCH A THICK FACE. ANYWAY I WON'T GIVE UP!! I'M GOING TO ACHIEVE THOSE DREAMS THAT I HAVE FOR MY FAMILY!! TO MY FUTURE SELF, IDK WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY , YOU DID A GREAT JOB!!