A letter from March 12th, 2021

Dear Future Me, You're 22 now wow. HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY do you still dislike birthdays because of the attention that's suddenly on you 🤠 I think you're the same in that aspect at least 17 year old you is currently doing calculus lmao and literally dying. I hope you got into the college you deserved and I hope you're applying to LSE for your post grad. You're not weak for crying whenever you face a minor inconvenience. Ok maybe you are but it's not something that should bother you that much. it's just your way of coping with things. I hope you did well in Accounts in your final exam. I hope you made your parents proud. Currently, my skin is absolute ****. I obviously have an amazing fashion sense ( in my head) but can't dress the way I want to. I hope you finally got those signet rings ahahaha and the corduroy pants. Are you still friends with S? do you still rant to her when you are going through a mental breakdown 💀 I just hope you're happy and more confident. You really don't need anyone's validation. Are you happy where you are? I know 5 years isn't a long time but I hope you're not crumbling under pressure. I hope anxiety isn't overtaking you. How's your brother doing? is he finally studying 🏃 I hope he has a stable job now. How's everyone in church doing? Are you still friends with the squad? Are you still a part of the choir? just stay strong. don't doubt yourself im proud of you, I really am. Just pray and you'll get whatever God has planned for you. love, your past self stay swag