A letter from March 11th, 2021

Hello, future me. It's you, from the past. I just took a nice shower. I'm feeling alright. I'm grateful that I'm still here. It's been quite difficult and I've been lost for big chunk of my life but I finally found myself. We went through a lot. I'm still going through it, I'm not saying it's sunshine or rainbows. It's just different now. Like I've been clean for almost 7 months. Can you believe that? I mean, by the time you read this... 5 years & almost 7 months. No matter what happens, know that I am and will always be proud of you. If everything goes well, I'll be traveling soon for more rehab and such. If not, I will continue working on myself. Because, you know, I want you to be proud of me. I love you so much. I'm so sorry I never said or showed this to you enough, but I truly love you. Please continue doing the work. Keep doing what you gotta do. I love you. Eternity & everlastingness. Yours truly, Past you.