A letter from March 11th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hello future me, I'm your past self here to tell you that life may be hard and sure you have to deal with your emotional problems alone but You have to remember that no matter how or where life takes you. You continue your life even if its filled with the pain that you have felt. Sure losing most of your older brothers at a young age was painfull and sure it did put a hole in you and made you think and say that their deaths are you fault, Sure you have lost your friends and also blamed their deaths on your self. But remember that there's always gonna be someone there for you and you think there isnt anyone that cares about you? Well remember the ones you lost, They are always with you no matter how lonely you are. I would also like to mention, Sure depression may be hard to cope with alone but Remember not to cut as i did in the past, Remember nit to overdose on your medications or drugs, Remember not to get drunk just to make your mind think your ok for a moment, Remember not to take or buy happy pills anymore, Remember not to attempt to **** your self and most importantly Remember there's always someone out there in the world for you to lean on. For the time being me and Kon ( Konno#0031/Outtc4st ) are in a relation ship but i don't know how long that will last as the world seems to hate it when i get a boyfriend Yours truely, Raven/Your past self