A letter from March 10th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, March 11, 2021 and I am sitting rn here in front of my desk. Instead of doing my module and other school works, I am scrolling in my social media. I'm in the part of my life that I want to give up. I cry a lot due to lot of modules. It feels like no one can help me to survive. I am depressed. I feel very tired and anxious. I don't know what to do. I end up procatinating. I hope this will end soon. HaHaHa! Like how possible can it be? lol. I hope things will be better soon. I pray to God that he will always guide me after all the sins that I've do. By this day, I will change my routine to survive in this situations and when years past I can shout out loud that I made it! I did it! Thank you Lord! Thank you that you are always with me despite of the things that I've done. I wish my family will be proud of me after I passed it. You u girl, u can do it too! Hope your okay rn even we're not together. Thanks to you that you are always by my side. I hope that we'll meet soon PAT and also to our sbh