third letter into the future!! (march 8th, 2021)

hi sissi!! this letter goes for your 22nd birthday!! happy birthday, shawtyyy!!! i was gonna write this a couple days ago but i got tired and eventually forgot. i hope that doesn't happen to you as often as it does for me. let me tell you what's going on currently! i'm 16 years old, on my period, listening to OK by wallows, in a recess from class, just finished guaraní online on my senior year! i hate it here, i want school to be over but i want to go back to like 9th grade or something to when i had fun hanging out with friends irl. i'm currently stressing out over school work and a bad dream i had last night, i wrote it down and i'm praying over it. also currently on a break from social media, anime and videogames, i'm fasting! all that for a week, and two other weeks from something else, which'll probably be roleplay fandoms! how are you, bestie? have you been eating well? have you been drinking water? sleeping well? managing your anxieties and stressful situations correctly? asking for help? helping others? taking care of your family? are you living your life the way you want to live it? are you at peace? how's your relationship with God? how about with yourself? do you love yourself? do you love your family? is your health in good conditions? have you been spending time with your family? are you taking care of you parents? have you been traveling? have you been having fun? do you still write for fun? advice from a younger version of yourself: keep moving forward. don't stop. be the best version of yourself you can be, and live in the moment. remember what armin said in chapter 138, he was born to seize the small moments, it's the small things that fulfill his life and give him a reason to live. you're gonna be okay if right now you're not. remember what we've gone through, sissi. you've gone through so much, you deserve to be good to yourself and live the happy, peaceful life you desire so much. i expect you to know that it's okay not to be perfect, that your small mistakes don't mean ****. remember people admire you for who you are and that you're always gonna be someone's inspiration, because, to put it simply, you're amazing. i think it's a good thing to say that you're profetizing over yourself rn, because i feel like this letter will help you through so much. i feel like rn you're going through a hard time, so i'm here to remind you to rely on God more than anyone, even yourself. and please get urself a therapist, u lazy ***. that's it. i love you, i hope you love yourself too. -sissi <3