A letter from March 6th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, 06/03/2021 Saturday 15 Days left for my IELTS Exam. (20/03/2021 Exam date) I have been preparing for my IELTS exam for 6 months. I have joined EEC in 28th Sept 2020. At first I was so excited that I will give exam in 3 moths. But I didn't give exam, because I was not prepared. I took 6 months;moreover, eec started their class in offline. Earlier they were conducting online class on Zoom due to COVID19. After spending 2 weeks in IELTS offline classes, I booked my exam date. Although I didn't get 6.5 bands in mock test, but I took step to book a date. Apart from that, I took IELTS too seriously that I stopped to spend time with friends and family. Unknowingly I became a person, who I don't want to be. And right now I am suffering from Depression and Anxiety. I also cried for more than 3 times , even yesterday I cried in front of my mother because I was so depressed. Today I took a break from my study although, my exam will on 20 march. Today, I am going to my maternal grandfather house to spend time . If I had not took exam too seriously,I would not have suffer from depression and anxiety. Now, I wish that I will gove my exam with confidence, and I believe that "whatever happens, happens for good" -NIRAV PANCHAL