A letter from March 4th, 2021

Dear later me, 04-03-2021 I want to know how I am. Who I have become, or that I am still in progress. And the most important thing, Am I happy right now. Like enjoying the little things in the world, when the sun shines in your face, when you see the stars in the sky with the moon, when water touch your skin, or when you make someone smile. Did I got a job what makes me happy. Because right now I have no idea what I want to become. I think of become a engineer of tractors or cars, fashion designer, artist, writer or go to the army. I think something with technic. But I know you have chosen the right thing that I wanted, I just know. And if I did not then you need to do the right thing. Just follow your heart. At this moment of my life I am not the happiest, but I got progress. Lately things have going well. Everyday is becoming easier and easier. In the beginning of this fourth year in school it was hard. I thought about ******* myself, not how I wanted to do but just not being here anymore. But now it is going well. I am now 15 years old. I am trying to find myself and what I want to become. I just wanted to let you know if you was forgotten. But now I have some questions for you. Are you being yourself? Have you lovely friends and which friends are you still speaking with? What kind of hobbies you got? Have you moved out the house? Yes, do you still see your family? Did you ever got your first kiss and how was it? Do you drink much? What is the weirdest thing you ever did? Did you went with Renske to Canada? Are you still swimming in the ocean? No, you need to do that it is absolutely amazing. Do you have a favorite musician or band? What is the most important thing in your life right now? Are you confident about your self and body? What is the best memory you got? What kind of hobbies you have? Who is your favorite person in the world? Do like woman or men? Do you like your clothing style? Are you still riding horses? What is the reason why you wake up everyday? Did you ever went to jail? What are you most proud of? What is the most beautiful country you ever bin? Greetings, younger me P.S. I am proud of you what ever you did.