A letter from March 4th, 2021

Dear 18 year old me, Hey there! I hope you're okay. I'm sorry if I set you up for failure. Let's just have a quick recap of what happened in the past. This is what it was: -You kissed your cousin brother when you were ten (he ******* forced you) -You got ******** harassed when you were eleven (and it has haunted you ever since) -You (for some reason) had an imaginary boyfriend when you were 12( don't know if you still do it now). -You started taking therapy when you were 13 years old. -And you might still be you're quirky self now. I know these moments (the first two) have haunted you, but that doesn't mean that you should still be thinking about those stupid and ****** up moments. But on the contrary, you have had some of the best times of you're life as well. Let's go through them: -You visited London, Scotland, and Ireland when you were 12. -You have some of the best friends you could ever have(Aavina and Mathangi). Oh well, I'm just here to say: Stay strong throughout everything! I really have no idea if you have a boyfriend now. But whatever you may be going through right now, just remember to make you're decisions wisely, stand you're ground, and always be down to earth. You should always be reminded that you're 13 year old self is and will always be rooting for you. Do what you have to do now, you can't just stay reading me forever. I luv you queen! "Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier." -Mother Teresa Yea i dont know why thats there.....but it is anyways.