A letter from March 3rd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi self, it's been five years since you wrote this remember? Way back in 2021, you have nothing FOR REAL. You barely even buy things that you need on your daily basis, and I witnessed how hard and exhausting that was for you, every time you felt things were too much to handle you always beat yourself poorly for the things you can't help. You had many mistakes and errors but in the end, it was you who suffered and felt guilty because you don't accept losing. You always envied those people around you in such different situations—be it about their status, or their way of living, anytime that you have no peace at your hand. You were always so insecure about your body and were not consistent about your dreams. You don't take dreams seriously because then as for you it was never needed for a lady at 16. But you failed to realize that it was a good starting point, to knew where to go and to learn what path is best to take. I still remember the days where you were too close to giving up, how you were hopeless, and doesn't already know how to get back up and that time as well you met amazing People, BTS. You had such beautiful experiences with them, you cried, you smiled, you laughed with them like there's no tomorrow ahead of you. But what I adored you so much was you never envied those ARMYS who already had matches of BTS and you haven't, because as you said then NEEDS always comes first before WANTS. you were so mature in handling things and I found you attractive for that. I know you're reading this right now, you are already 22 years old. Who would have thought you would come this far? A fine lady you have become. Now, you don't have to worry about things—you can now buy whatever you want regardless of its amount and your expenses because you have a stable job now and has enough penny to treat yourself for the things you deserve. Today, I know you can now afford to buy matches and attend BTS concert (or might be you already have matches of them), remember how you cried then when you wanted to buy their BE album but you have no even a single cent in your pocket? Guess, you have it now, not just that but you are starting to collect all their discography as to that was your biggest dream second of having a stable job. Know that, I am proud of you, I really do. To who you have become today, it's all thanks to BTS for having you met them when you were a teen who was naive and innocent of things. BTS guided you to the right path and they never betrayed you for that because now you are already successful. Know that, who you were, and you are, and who were meant to become soon, I love you for that. I do miss the old you but how great it is to witness how you turned into a fine beautiful lady now. Happy birthday Self, Happiest 22. I love you to the moon and back💜