A letter from a 19 year old you on March 2nd, 2021 :)

Dear FutureMe, Hey ***** it's me. And it's your *********** birthdaaaaaaaaaaayy. Holy **** this is so ******* cool LMFAO. You're 25 now old mf. How's it going there? Is Covid-19 gone now? Hope you got vaccinated with the Pfizer one cause I heard it's pretty effective like 95%. How are you doing? How's your mental health? Are you still depressed? Are you finally dating someone else? I'm pretty sure you graduated college now. What did you study in college? Have you found your passion in life yet? Whatever it is, I'm sure you're enjoying it and I'm hella proud of you for not giving up. I know you and I are a very suicidal person but we still hesitate in doing it because of numerous opportunities and chances that we have in this lifetime. Well, are you still single? Or have you found someone else now? If so, I'm hella curious as to who it would be. If their height is 6'0 and above hehe. And if they're from a different race (ooh so spicy i love it). Did you give up in the program that your parents want to take you? What about your dream university? Is it now a "the one that got away/totga" thing? If so, well, that's life. We often don't receive what we want in life, I know, it's tough. How's our 3 dogs Nour, Buster and Cloudy doing? :")). I hope they're alive and well. I love those 3 so much. And I'm pretty sure Dad bought a new dog lmao he likes rottweilers and goldens so much. Oh and how is our neighbor's dog, Blackie doing? Is he still alive and well? How's mom and dad doing? I hope they're both healthy. Well, this is my first letter to you from your past self :)) OH! Right, how is our Blake the guitar doing? Is it well? Hope so. Things here is pretty tough right now. I hope it won't last long. We're still in the middle of pandemic and vaccines are getting distributed from all over the world. I think I might get vaccinated with the Pfizer one cause I heard it's 95% effective. Hope there aren't bad side effects ya know like terrible ones ugh scary. How's your friends? Do they now have jobs and is now earning? Is maxine still in Australia? What about thea? She probably just graduated and resting. Did kirsten transferred to UST and graduated from there? I hope so. What about charmaine? Ayeee she's now an engineer. :")). Gellie is probably an accountant now. Nonette as well. Bea is probably working at a mental hospital or rehabilitation center. I hope I won't give up so I could read this message myself 5 years later :)) But for now, I'll try my very best. See you soon!! :)) From me to you, Jannah :)