A letter from March 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I hope to see less of me when I get this. I just made my hundred pounds down #100LbClub last week and I was kind of numb. I fought so hard those last 20 pounds and I am still 130 from goal. Part of me is hanging on I am still a fat *** while the other part is finally convinced I can really do this "thin thing". My STAR goal (Specific, Truly doable, Actionable, and Relevant) is to get back to the 8000 steps a day I know that I can do, I just need to get back off my fat *** and do it. I also need to go to bed at night so I can wake up bright and early to do it which I am not doing tonight sitting here writing this. I am so stressed. I am stressed about money and I am stressed about my health. Dammit, I didn't move to Windsor to die. I need to get that biopsy so I can get some real answers please call with the date soon. I want this gall bladder out, and my health under control so I can get a **** job! I am tired of stressing over every cent. Well, that's all I have. I am now officially in a mood. Much love and toddle-loo, ME