A letter from March 2nd, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Remember this date. March 1, 2021. You met Genesis Dingal, you call him Erjin, and he calls you Angel/ Miss P/Jo. Remember your promise? That you will come back to him after 5 years? You should have remembered that. He said he sees the future in you, so you have to make that happen. Find him and choose him. Marry him. Be a suitable wife for him. In that time, never leave him anymore. Always be by his side. Do not forget everything you have to sacrifice just to be with him again. You sacrificed your family's trust. That is a lot to earn again but you did it for him. Never forget him. It's been 5 years, I hope you guys are still talking, and that you both are still together. I'm looking forward to that you and him will meet in 2026. Good luck to your life, and to your love. It was the right love but at the wrong time. I am sorry if I had to act like this and make it harder for you. Promise me, find him and get him again. If you're not the girl he likes, it's okay, as long as you see him happy. That's all you want. Trust me on this one, I have a very good feeling about Erjin, I think we're soulmates. He is 14 years old, Grade 8. You are 16 years old, Grade 11. In 5 years, He is 19 years old, 1st year College. You are 21 years old, Graduated. Mind the vibe, not the age. The time you guys did something on that jeepney? It was hella crazy. You were comfortable with him, you almost gave in. It was the first time you didn't act shy. I am trusting you on this one, fix the mess I did. STORYTIME OF WHAT YOU DID YOU LIL ***** Yesterday, yes because it's March 2 today. 2 in the morning, both of you decided to meet up and talk. You successfully escaped home, but when you were about to go back. You were caught by Mom. She talks to you, and you lied about why you were outside. You didn't tell her the truth. She told you to go away, and you misunderstood it. She said that your father will certainly **** you if he knows. You got scared. So you ran off home. Before running away, he told you to stay. He got mad, he asked you how he will sleep when he will keep thinking about what happened to me because it was entirely his fault. He told you he'll get you and live together. As a dumb person, you agreed. You walked to your friend's house. At 8 am, your father saw you while he was finding you. You talked to him and told him about you and Erjin. He said it's okay for someone to court you, but go and ask the parents first. You were too scared to tell them, so hid it. You got back home, but you are imprisoned. Your mom told you to stay at home, and study. She told you, "sige mag-aral ka lang, pagkatapos mo mag-aral, bahala ka na sa buhay mo, gawin mo ang lahat ng gusto mo." That is exactly what you will do. Study and graduate, then find him. Never forget everything you did for him to still be with you. It's the right love. There are a lot of things that you will remember him: - The rosary bracelet (he didn't give it to you but you have the same design but not the same color. His bracelet was brown, and yours is black.) - Paracetamol (i know it sounds crazy, remember the time you faked and told him you were sick, he gave you 3 tablets of that medicine and he told you to take care of yourself) - Your **** hickey (*****, he gave you three hickeys, 2 on the **** and 1 on the neck) Words you never forget he said and you cry when you remember: - "Sa tingin mo makakatulog ako kakaisip kung ano ang ginagawa mo, kung kamusta kanaman? Sa tingin mo makakatulog ako sa pag-iisip sayo?" in a galit tone. - "Jo, Jo naman eh" He said when you were walking away for him. PLEASE, go back to him. He is yours. He will always be yours.