A letter from March 1st, 2021

hi future me haha right now i'm in 10th grade for insight im turning 16 next year. I found out about this website on a tiktok and i wanted to try it out cause it seemed cool. I hope you're happy cause life's pretty mediocre right now for me, with like act stuff and quarantine. Its kind of suffocating but i can't really do anything about it now. i hope everything i dream about is happening and i hope you're in control of your life i was going to list all the things i'm expecting to be in five years(cool friends, cool clothes, and cool girlfriend) but it would be pretty depressing if i haven't acquired all that yet. I still have high hopes though :> In perspective, its cool to think bout how much you've gone through and i haven't? Like i pretend to be cool and stuff but in actuality i haven't experienced ********. i wonder if i actually end up going to prom. Or what college do i decide to go to. What major? because i have zero clue about that right now. Did i ever buy those perfect pair of jeans? Those ones from dollskill that i've been too nervous to buy. Or decorate my room? Are akka and i still planning on travelling to world? Going to japan and italy and everywhere together. Have you kissed a girl yet? Gone on a date? Became famous? Unlikely but fun to think about I hope everythings going to plan. Do you remember- move out after college and live in an apartment with akka. Cut off the family and live life how it should be lived. Akka's calling me right now so i gotta go. Tell her hi by the way. from almost 16 year old me. Also tell her that i can't wait to see her five years from now and that i miss her and i'm excited to see her in her element and thriving finally. I'm excited to see us both happy and im excited to experience it. Even if you're not happy just know that you deserve it. I know sometimes life is stressful but things come and go. Like i'm stressed about my spanish test tomorrow but i bet you don't even remember it. so keep that in mind. keep in mind how far you've come and much you've grown. thanks bye ily