A letter from February 28th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hey Today is the last day of February, tomorrow is our birth month. Turning 18, why does 18th birthday such a big deal? I mean I'm still figuring out what life is. Still have a lot to learn. Yesterday was the full moon, who would've thought that I'd be addicted (not really but still) to astrology, spirituality and the metaphysical, well based on my birth chart I am. I'm currently 17, a lot had happened, unexpectedly. Right now I'm listening to my February'21 playlist (it's playing Zanzibar - Billy Joel) I don't know what to say lol😭 remember when you use emoji? yeah that's me rn. I love tiktok, as much as possible I stay out of negative comments. And I have a new tiktok crush, it's Blake, you still remember him? HAHSHAHHS if you don't one of his videos is in your favorites. I hope tiktok is still a thing. I have a lot of saved videos. Don't wanna drop his @ LOL. You know what I'm gonna drop it, it's anonymous anyways @blakesdailybread something like that. The guy with glasses and takes polaroid photos. He's seems fine. Crush of the week. I'll get over him in a few days. STOP HAVING A CRUSH ON EVERY GUY ON YOUR FYP🗣️ but life is short right? I'm not gonna see them. I made a list of your crushes in 2021, there's 4 as of now. Streets by Noah Miller WANDAVISION EPISODE 8!!! OH MY GOD it was agatha all along I decided to write today because I was reading futureme letters and I was crying, so I wanna write too. I told my friends to send me their email BUT THEY DIDN'T. I wanna send them letters. Only one did the rest they left me on READ. That hurts. Nag-effort pa naman ako, sorry if I broke into Filipino LMAO. Have you move out yet?? Out of the country? Moved to province? USA seems nice, but it's a scary country. Somewhere in Europe maybe? specifically England? A major surgery? yk what I'm talking about. Have you finally got braces? Struggling financially rn can't have it. I'm taking a gap year! wow. Don't want to expect anything. I'm graduating HS in May. I'll probably work, I DON'T WANT TO PLAN AHEAD. Everything happens for a reason. I am sitting on a small pink plastic box, it's not a chair or a stool. With my headphones, currently playing Norman F Rockwell by Lana Del Rey, I LOVE HER. The sky is pretty. A lot of clouds. I don't know how to describe it 💀 I should work on my speech, read more books!! Sorry if this email is all over the place, just typing all of my thoughts. MARCH IS TOMMOROW. WHAT. Without Wax (if you forgot it's from Digital Fortress), Justine