A letter from February 27th, 2021

Me, hello. kung na-receive mo 'to, congrats! :) takot na takot ka sa adulthood pero look at you now, engineer ka na siguro sa year na mabasa mo 'to. and uhh... if ever you're still sticking to your plan to **** yourself after mo mabigyan sila mama and papa ng magandang buhay, think about it again and again ha. i mean, that was our plan ever since naman 'di ba? but, imagine the pain they're about to go through if ever you **** yourself. i know we've been staying here for years na, and pagod ka na. and iniisip mo is yung purpose mo lang, mabigyan ng magandang buhay pamilya mo. i know you've been wanting to go na. alam kong ayaw mo naman na, pero stay for a little longer, please? maybe you'll find your another purpose to stay. the world has always been a bit harsh 'no? ang unfair. but, don't **** yourself yet. baka nga konti pa lang ipon mo eh HAHHAHAHAHA tsaka na 'pag million na yung maiiwan mo kila mama and papa, okay? and kapag naubos nyo na ni jhaizel puntahan yung nasa list nyo. 'wag mo muna iwan si jhaizel. don't be selfish muna. kahit ngayon lang. you've always been selfish, you know. don't be like sam. :) stay a bit longer, okay? kahit 3 more years pa, or 4. kahit umabot ka man lang sana ng 30.