hi

I recently got back into jack stauber and revisited all the songs i would loop for hours. my favorite was always "new normal". here's the link. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4lNq4nhdDQ I just realized that it was posted a year ago. I remember opening youtube and immediately getting excited because I was such a fan of jack's. anyways I thought you'd like to hear and see it again. it's always surreal to hear songs you used to love, not that I like it any less, I just kind of... found new things, and forgot about it. I really love jack's art, its inspired me to create something for my 8th grade project. By now you know what it was. did it turn out well? are you happy with it? what's your grade? i hope i did well. by now im giving up on capitalizing my i's, thats so annoying to have to do. i have no idea where im going with my life and im having a crisis over it!!! every moment of my life is fake and forced and im so disgusted with myself constantly. i have no peace. i hate ithate hatehate. why do i have to live nothings gonna get better because we're always gonna be poor and everyones never gonna accept me and nobody would ever want me. life is just one long stretch of purgatory with no reward. no form of living could ever be worth it. I DONT NEED TO BE HERE, YOU KNOW. I COULD JUST LEAVE. DONT TELL ME THAT THIS IS JUST SOMETHING I HAVE TO DO. why couldnt have i been rich? i could be comfortable. i could wear clothes that fit me and make me happy. i could stop worrying. my controlling ******* mother isn't letting me wear makeup until COLLEGE. WHAT???????????