Fifth letter from my old self - February 23rd, 2021

Dear me, I'm so tired I keep getting distracted I've uninstalled Onmyoji Arena I haven't studied history for UTBK I'm screwed I keep procrastinating I'm so done I hate studying But I have to I'm not sure if I can get to the university I want This is my fault for not taking it seriously from the beginning Do I still have hope I need to fix my ibadah Will I get into FSRD ITB Will I get smarter or dumber in the future Now you answer it