A letter from February 21st, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hi Megan! Its past me and my grammar/capitalization is going to be terrible but that's okay. So I'm 15 right now and in sophomore year at FHS. School is online bc corona so I'm ok. Finals and midterms are cancelled so I'm fine. I'm about to get a dog! In march we get Korra(named after Legend of Korra obviously) and shes a white and tan cobberdog. She has these cute spots that are tan on her eyes and only her left ear. We haven't met her yet just seen photos so I absolutely cannot wait. What else lets see... Attack on titan season 4 is airing! go rewatch it and cry. I hope its still our favorite tv show , its incredible even tho it has my crying a lot. Im watching horimiya, aot, tpn, balance unlimited, and just finished S2 of Tokyo ghoul. My app pillow pet should come soon so that's fun. Currently my friends are rachel, renee, katya, dana, denise, sarah, aracelly, and sammy. Renee and I got close again and we ranted about people it was fun. Isabel and I talk a lot about art and its amazing. Denise inspired me into learning Japanese which I procrastinating doing and instead writing a letter. Katya and I don't talk as much and I only spam dana about anime but that's ok. In the future I hope we know a bit more Japanese that would be cool. Also anatomy. By then I hope were in art school I really would love to go it sounds amazing. You don't need to have the same friends but just make sure your not lonely. Anyways hows Korra, is raising a dog as amazing as I've always hoped. Billy died this week and it makes me think I cant raise a pet, mom sais he's just a fish but still. Today is Sunday and the end of February break so back to school. Next year tho will be hell so I'm sorry about that. college and scholarships, fun. I cam out! kinda, only to rachel,vi, and denise. I didn't really expect to I got caught up in the moment and just went off. It felt nice to talk to people. I still don't know if I'm fully *** so we'll see. Mom and I are watching crash landing on you, were at ep 4 and she already watched it, but its my first time. I like it, its cheesy and funny and romantic. Auntie Lillian made her watch it and she got obsessed so now I will too. BTW is the end that sad because idk what to expect. Mom even cried so we'll see. Currently dads with grandma. Shes not doing the best and recently she spends much more time with us, which isn't a bad thing. dad goes with her to encore and mom gets mad but I get it. if mom wasn't doing well i'd do all her favorite things too. Wandavision is amazing, ep 7 came out and I cant wait for the rest. Also there's supposed to be a new studio ghibli movie so tell me how that is. I hope we go to japan, that would be fun. please get better at art. I hope we find new incredible music!. Also tpn is getting butchered omg its getting worse from each episode. Lets see, I know lets go through current friends and their statuses. Renee:at Worcester academy, her friends are passive aggressive but she loves them, she likes a guy there and he's a twin and has a piercing, on a phonacall her friends bullied Christianity while renee pretended to be asleep, she made an online friend and loves wandavision just as much as me, ranted to renee about edward(wow hope nothing that bad happens again it was so weird) Denise: Kpop and anime just like me, Korean and knows few Japanese words(yay go her, maybe shes fluent by that time), she found out than told me about their past and I forgot about it but denise was hurt, it doesn't change how I see her tho(again i forgot) rachel: got a haircut, thomas isn't doing the best, her mom got hurt and cant walk that well, were passing around a sketchbook between her, me, vi, and denise emily: as of one second ago is now texting a new guy, I think shes ok, she got really hurt after j, which sucks aracelly:no idea, she seems very passive aggressive recently like renees friend, she loves herself but hates appearance isabel, just got back from Disney world omg lucky dana: no idea weve never had a deep convo katya: again no idea ok that's like all ik rn. I made an online friend tho! Anita and shes nice. idk what else to write so lets do some questions u happy? did we improve in art and Japanese? learn anatomy? photography? wear nice clothes? change hair? hows korra? hows emma? what college u go to? animation? what major? how did u do on high school big tests? hows grandma? hows dad if grandmas not ok? travel anywhere cool? learn anything? current favorite food,movie,song, tv show? genshin(we give up)? drink and eat today? who are we still friends with? who are new friends? any drama u wanna rant about? any underlying guilt you need to talk about? learn how to cook or bake? are we anyless picky? decorate room? exercise? new amazing movies that came out? we still hate Chinese food? still single?(trick question ofc u are u bum) but for real if were not I wonder who were dating. this might make you sad if your still single but if not are they incredible? and pretty? and nice? all I want is to go live in a cottage, ooo or dress up as a pirate, or ballgown! I want to do so much so they have to do it with me. can we go outside more, please. Also draw more outside. Ok that's it for now I cant think of anything else, I love u and in case I got a partner 15 yr old loves u to the sky(doesn't the moon look beautiful tonight, I just remembered that, apparently u have to say I can die happy or the moon has always been beautiful) love u family! love u friends! love u megan have fun and idk go do something.