A letter from February 20th, 2021

Tmiomc ayawyn. Nitfaloic raenmyo araectsrch mpsi i on tdno'. . Ellitt myaeb a ,nefi. The 'weer ,tub tslil uyo royrw cta'n yol,slw ncimilbg ees tpo d'ton. Arsye 02 yaw w,on hte mi' yb ^^ old. Of a dfnries i od neniol vhea lto. Me been 'odtn evah sienc ,ryrwo celgelo reay reve fisrt iwht yhte. Aery 'im nwo hdrti ioncpumg. Ew atuhogn oemsstiem. In velo htree i tlo i snridfe ,shs ehmt eahv a. Etem imetemsso ew. Wlle. . . Eray ot ni eb a enco tcaf. Avhe elleogc ,now owt in edrfnsi uyo. Oosclh eb fresartn capmus neo edrodpp to trheo dseu ot ti nad 11 tekp to ubt fserdrteran htnaroe it teh iagedcnsr,e ertahno omes t,ou. Oitsemmes m'i ugnytdsi zlya. . . . Meit lla ienf, hte. I woryr indkrs erevn tn'od toh, oekms and. Mroo tkucs 'mi xd my in. I eb ulwod uyo fi ese teb me onw tihgr hscko ylo'ul. Somt teh waer ssritk lwasay the eeval nwrgaei i ti amke i evol adn of e,mti esuho i up. Dt'idn t,i xcpete ngl mom uro. I maen. . Oyu jnsea scuh rveizosde wrea tlhsoc,e adn uesd to. Aeht ro t,sksir etinyfidle rdsse uoy yrigl tihngnya. Stirf seh angiwre me ofr kmea up at ciicrteiz evne. Suohe erwa ahtt to to deorl eht i to riziictce eyflms sicen beang negba ew ell,w serepxs us hwta vree tgo uro evale on ew yertvmeei i rteorhb itno otinp hte eglc,loe r,eom. I hot, wtan crae rewa ot'nd i waht i. Tge he ntd'o em ywh dyfeeliint veen esroan sir,kt hte ahest i anrgewi. Uhd. . Wthieg i ,losa dgnaei. . Bkca a eebomc h?twa fta you taf sa lyeuorfs idd uyo essug dx t,enh see pernos. Ym ednfsir my ,oth eksli to me on i voel lnae otsefsns. Esom i nad ohguhtal ohw ehat me pelepo usjt ssotp dgeuj. I seyar ldo uilsnt of i reev thta ,ahsemd eopelp body 9 thea saw ndik eivrceed siecn i woh. Nvee 'nddit ohw in my dol rstepciu i at dan setpruic tehso loko ym ynun,f ese. Pu i ndki iulnts gvihna wrgo that fo. Htem sscku on. I enve wno, owh fro steho lemfys i is't athe ti itlsl ewors utb ont omenbicg vrngeeici rbeggi sc?aer remo ilke ui,lnts ceombe. Cfodseu ym no nwo opv dx i. Cfeusdo ree'w sfrti fi dot'n ew oyu dna nstode' ,ese y?ako furtue icxeeprnee nto amne ugibdlin dbie,rynof eenv eveossrlu uor ew ol,avlbe ti. Tahs't vhae ew wyh i eerneixedpc eys tbu veenr aithonsilper eaorsn hte ilstl cs,nsutiieeri ton. Wnat tsuj r'uoey urin you why dan esmipor nsaroe uyo oyru ontd' eon ot etah is cnmeotmtmsi of sbaeceu htat litsl rylale eth ngsile. Uoy ouyl'l essug rdiep we a yvereeno no evren wresa eb heva htat in uro lsilt ht?wa pnalheitisro,. Huuh. Etswiee hghi, pride is oot oru. If vene niicdeos wree' t'don rgteer i nehw huslod adme wonk abkc i sidk i eth. Ac'tn have ttha iilnfgrdre px aenm i stdo'en. Llew, vnree ahvnig utb out ehetri, ceripnexee dtdni' jtus it's rkow a i genfrrdiil. Llwi we end lnevoi or ex r'heyte of heyt tle in eiehrt ompries i eth wyaa tierh eetnredtain ssecfodne nad snooeme bkadce that em maed hwit eth eubasec isllt its' i. Aeyrn orf i ovel anaw,yy ofr sa ahve ,won i lelw eiritspior mritcnoa to'nd. I is gdatdruea anwt tegadaur i ot orwk lla oleegcl dna ecs,ecud thiw drneu to the orrampg od. Watn heltha ,me ontd' tmlaen ot i reinud si rfo ym noughe denfrsi get. S'it ykonw' to no vmoe adrh.