A letter from February 20th, 2021

Mocmti wyanya. Ndot' oymnear spmi earctrhacs cfnloiati i no. . Beyma a tltlei ne,fi. Gmncbili see ncat' reew' tond' uyo pto ,ylwsol ,utb rwoyr lslti hte. ^^ esary ywa w,no 'im teh by 20 odl. A fo od ienlno nrsfeid i tol vaeh. Tndo' heav hwti me elcloeg yteh yera vere ,orywr iftrs nebe sneci. Mi' yare hdrti wno cnimougp. Ahotugn we simtmeseo. Ehav i reteh i hss, tlo ni irdfesn a leov hmet. Ew emmotisse tmee. Elwl. . . A cfta ni be oenc to eyar. Owt evah uoy cloeelg now, fnidesr ni. Oen oehtr dorpedp agire,ndecs tbu ot msucpa omes teh tekp trenhoa be ot dna sued ti olcsho 11 drteaserfrn ot ,otu seantfrr ti thraeno. Ntdiyusg i'm azly smesometi. . . . Teh all tmei nefi,. Meoks nd'ot i vrene dan owrry ,toh idnrsk. Cutsk mroo my ni i'm dx. Bet eb wodlu me uoy ly'luo gihrt hcoks wno if ees i. Fo sotm olev het rewa awalys teh reaignw i dna pu mie,t ehsou leaev it kame i sskrit i. Mom gnl t,i peectx dind't uro. Amen i. . Ot usde nad iroeedszv jeasn ouy waer ,tceoshl cuhs. You skts,ir ro fitynldeie dsesr teha yrigl nightyna. Pu me siftr ta vene aekm eawgrni fro iczeitirc she. Into to tehrrob su no ganbe optin i erlod we ,oerm sleymf teh iczecriit i ngabe ot ryeveitme our ec,oglel ew erev atht awre sreesxp ,wlel hte awth to necis leaev esuoh got. Thwa i otdn' tho, arew i eacr i watn. Eh teh vene theas d'nto gte i nwgaire eniidfyelt hyw reaosn sirkt, me. Duh. . Daigen i hwgtie o,lsa. . Erpsno ees fta bemoce idd sgesu fat a ysfleruo oyu ckba uyo as hta?w nteh, dx. I leov oh,t keisl to anel em snoessft my no my dfinesr. Owh agothhul opleep omes sospt me teah i dan tujs gduje. Eirdceve nulist i meh,sad tahe ever 9 asw atth bdyo yeras knid i i epelpo old necis owh fo. Owh ym yun,nf in dna ldo even i kolo riscetup criesupt ta tohes tidd'n see my. I inltus that dink rwog of avgihn up. Ssuck them no. W,on orf ibgrge ateh i crea?s nto veen how mefysl soerw i ti oemr moceeb keil vngeeciri ilstl imbcnoeg hseot 'tsi but tlnusi,. Ovp i xd ym sceufod onw no. ,ese name sesverluo ew tno feutur uyo eceineerpx dan eenv we el,vbaol 'rewe buigdlin uecosfd our eybfndo,ri ontd' if ont'des ?kyao tfrsi ti. Tstah' tbu erneecdiepx we evah eys teh yhw roanse nvere iusnceteisr,i tharlsiepnoi ont still i. To ondt' thta inur eon eht oserpim adn you tommnmictes raneos sutj sltil cebeusa euyo'r yhw fo si tawn uroy liengs lylrae you htea. In rou vhea thaw? wesra atth a ew luoy'l esusg rneev eb uyo ltils on idrep rvoeenye saroihint,elp. Huhu. Perid ewesite igh,h rou is oot. Reew' rtegre the i nweh owkn if oulhsd iskd i deam 'ntod kbca i dociiesn evne. Xp atn'c veha i eman 'neotds erridnlgfi htta. I rneve ,herite tbu infergldri a ujst st'i vihagn excieepren dt'ndi wl,el rkow tou. Itheer i eehtyr' caebdk edfnscsoe veilno etl litsl hyte fo adn em end ni thwi eht ywaa sreiomp i emda lliw is't tihre ebcuase we soneoem hte ahtt ro arneedtniet ex. I a,nywya avhe icaomrtn ow,n eolv lewl rof i fro tnod' oerirsiitp areyn sa. Edrdauatg with ot het i cc,eeusd gloecel dna dreagaut i od wkor ntaw is ot lla rrpaomg rduen. Tge i my heahlt si ,em wtna rof to idenur tnd'o lnetam efrdins ongehu. Ovme ardh ts'i ynow'k ot on.