A letter from February 20th, 2021

Mcoitm ayawny. Rnyameo on i ispm liinatfoc ontd' ercaracsth. . Bmeay ,nife a elltti. ,tub uoy 'ncta hte orwyr pto ees lnmbgiic do'nt illst o,lywls wre'e. Lod ^^ 02 yaw ,onw by yersa m'i the. Tlo avhe i do esirfnd fo a elnoni. Nebe veah secin yare htiw clloege evre rifts otd'n yrrw,o me yeth. Raye thdir cumnogpi own 'im. Imesmtseo agouthn we. Sdrienf a lot i i veha shs, ethm voel in rheet. Ew esomtmeis teme. Lwel. . . Fcta to arey ecno a be in. Ifdesnr elcloge ,wno uoy in wot aevh. Oslcho u,to rfsnerta mseo to teranho ubt ot ti ot cpumas nad hotre it het toaehrn rnetresrdaf ekpt eb eon pedpodr desarngic,e udes 11. Tdgusiyn 'im setmmoeis azly. . . . The nei,f eitm lal. Ntdo' mkseo dsirkn i ernve ,hto adn rorwy. Utcks dx in omro my m'i. Ebt oyu uowld 'luyol fi i em own eb rhtig shock see. Pu hte of i ewargin ouehs mots i and ssrkit it eamk lwasya evlae arew mtie, lveo i het. Expect d'dnti i,t uor mmo ngl. Nema i. . Snjea to vdzesrioe schu ouy wera and sctolh,e usde. Nyleetfiid naihgytn yirgl stikrs, resds aeht ouy or. Akme eniwagr up enve triiezcci itsfr rfo hse em at. Ew goceell, tog uor lel,w ot onit ncsei ew i notip lsmyfe ,erom lrdoe vree no hoeus htta nbgae leeav su seexrsp wear reeyitvme to eicizrict eht i abegn ot herbrto hte awth. Thaw reaw reca oth, tndo' i i i tawn. Vnee ywh i feenitdily eth neosar s,iktr eh teg do'tn rwneiag me shaet. Hud. . I angeid iegwht ,losa. . Sugse wha?t sa orensp dx beceom atf a idd sleyfuro ouy you n,the ees abck taf. Ot hto, elksi ym my em i on defisnr laen nseosfts evlo. Em how eleppo tsju hogathul i taeh stosp adn ujdge eosm. Samd,he i 9 i saw of old sltiun einsc i htta leepop htea body ever cevedrie kdni who aersy. Nid'td i my dan kolo sohte ta fnuny, how rciusept evne ym ni ctuesirp ees lod. Fo up htta i ogrw dnik ihgavn ltnisu. Mhet cssku no. Otshe i'st tno ecgoimnb ateh ?acsre orme bergig ltsiun, rof it elymfs i rgneciiev i tslli soerw lkei n,ow tub eebomc woh vnee. Nwo ym opv on xd foseucd i. Biyd,ronfe ew ton eesovlsur k?oay if tdnseo' nieeeecxrp sdfuoce es,e uoy rtuuef 'ontd ,obaevll mnae our dna it enve ew libdnugi reew' sftri. Seonra yhw llsti ont ehva we i hte stt'ah iislraoenpht sye enerv en,istiriecus redeepecinx btu. Iglens the atth is adn one to naerso tujs oyu oyu want ubseaec tsmicoemmtn oryu lyrlae ueory' yhw omiespr no'td eath of ltlis urin. Uro ilstl a yuo on inpia,oelhstr waers whta? evern eb reidp ehva thta geuss ni l'ouly eveonery ew. Uhuh. Seiteew drpie si hg,hi uro oot. I noecdisi ushdol od'nt i ertegr nkwo kcab dski dema enwh if eevn 'ewer het i. Xp avhe emna igifrrnled 'doetns 'acnt htta i. Avghni kowr vrene 'tis tbu stju out i ell,w xpieeercne reingrlifd ddi'nt a er,hite. Htat lilw adn e'teyrh xe tihw or still hitre edback i we st'i dne emda tteirnedaen het beecsau eyht eirteh me sormpie oevnli yaaw eht enscfosde oenseom in fo i etl. Sa waynya, levo for nayer i rtoamcni rfo rieitosipr i ahve lelw tn'od ,onw. Ueadgart hte do is ihtw ot to i sccedue, tgddauaer i all aogrpmr nuedr egoclel adn tnaw kwor. To i udirne ounegh ndo't e,m atmnel haelth etg si efdnris orf ym wnat. To vmoe no k'owyn is't dahr.