A letter from February 20th, 2021

Omtcim awynya. 'dotn htaerccsra pism no roneaym onfiatcli i. . A teltil ef,ni beyma. 'rewe tbu, y,solwl isllt lcinimbg opt you eth oyrwr see tc'an tod'n. On,w 20 ryeas eth 'mi ywa dlo yb ^^. Nlioen tlo fdnrsie fo a od eavh i. Niecs w,oryr eary vhae em ihwt eerv clgleeo yeth ebne dnot' irstf. Dtrhi own aeyr im' pnumocgi. Isotsmmee ew hgnuoat. Reeht a in vloe i dnsfier ssh, ehva olt ehtm i. Ew eemt etmseismo. Llwe. . . Yera ocne fcat be a ni ot. Ouy collgee eahv sidfren wno, in tow. Rheot it eht mspuac it oshloc eb adn neacgidres, tahnero hortnae resdrantfre to oddppre ubt rensftar noe t,ou ot ot osme tkpe 11 sedu. Tdiygsnu m'i zayl mseotsmei. . . . Lal nef,i het emti. Rryow hot, dirkns dan i 'ondt eoksm rneev. 'mi dx my romo ktusc ni. Uolwd ightr etb uyo i kcsho fi eb nwo ese me 'lloyu. Nda eoshu akem swlyaa striks it laeve hte i oevl pu awer i i eti,m of teh griwean ostm. 'ntdid gnl uro ceetpx ti, omm. Anme i. . Schu iovezerds stlo,ech ewar nsaej ot dseu oyu nad. Nnghtyai ieleidfynt ateh giyrl sesdr ro tr,ksis yuo. Em up at weaginr eenv keam rtcicziei first hse orf. Rictzeici gnabe tahw yfsmle i lveea ruo mrieeteyv mero, eht ipnto oderl ttah i ot oehsu elecol,g ew ssexrpe we scnei us to to egnba awer horbter the toin ,llwe on tgo rvee. I wrea htwa acer i n'dot ntaw ,hot i. Hyw ieilytendf veen eh em ,srtki atshe ngwirea hte d'nto soaren i tge. Hud. . Dngaei i htigwe s,loa. . ?whta did a seuylorf ees fat sa bakc cebemo oyu norpes xd gssue tfa uoy hetn,. T,ho i my ot veol eiskl on me sotsfsne nedrsif lena my. Me sujt i dan oems hwo aothgluh ostsp jeugd lpopee ehat. Stnilu ahte nceis 9 deicvree rvee fo i obdy i i ,shdaem eepopl kind esrya asw ttha ldo hwo. Ta soeht my fyunn, my ese i eevn dna estruipc owh rtusecip kool ntid'd old in. Pu ttha iknd hvangi tiunls ogrw of i. Usksc emth no. Sohte ont msyelf i haet keil tslli ubt gcvreinei eorm tis' i onbeimcg neev who orf bemeco slitnu, e?sacr weosr now, igbger ti. I own no oescduf my ovp dx. Epirexceen veoelsrus fi sudfoec se,e ayko? ew evne bngiudil stirf not we nda yuo bro,dynife la,boelv w'eer it d'ont uretuf aemn noes'dt uor. Rneev at'hts slitl heva ont ew sey teus,ciinirse lopshaniiter ywh i eidenexprec but the orensa. Is uoy ltils ttah bueeacs uirn tmtneoscmmi 'royue eth ralely nto'd to uoy gsenli wtna wyh hate oryu nad onreas oen of sujt mpoesri. Eb deirp no stioirlapn,he gsuse yneroeev htw?a yuo wsare 'olyul aveh a ni htat llits our rvene we. Hhuu. Tisewee pider ,ighh si oto our. Trrege i wkon dsik if adem otn'd i nocisdie 'were nvee acbk lodhus i whne teh. I htat nilrdfiger nos'ted xp ehav mena 'antc. A tuo its' ecpieerexn tujs avghin rokw e,trihe i elwl, idtdn' irnrfdilge vener ubt. Of ekdcba cofndesse adme het soomnee hyte iosrpem tlisl dne iheret aayw or in iwll herit aueesbc nda xe ithw neloiv 'theeyr htat i ew 'sti tnedetarnie em hte let i. Dt'on i i ofr o,nw elwl y,naayw rnmocati elvo evah as ryane rfo soiiirpret. Rargopm owkr do i the si ot dan i ot thiw tawn all dutraeadg eundr c,desuce olgecel reagtdua. Irnsdfe alntem tge dnto' drnuei to neguho em, i si wnat lthahe ofr my. On emvo ot drah sti' wn'oyk.