A letter from February 20th, 2021

Aaynyw imtocm. Rtacrhseca ntdo' i oaernym psmi on cnaifilot. . A ltleti nei,f ameby. Tb,u lwolys, the itlls uoy yrwor e'rwe pot ngilcmbi ese nt'ca odtn'. No,w mi' hte old serya ^^ yb 02 awy. Lot do a sdrienf fo vahe lenion i. Em hwti trsfi teyh veha yera neeb ensic ever t'ond yow,rr lcogeel. Ditrh cguminop 'mi wno ryae. Gutoanh eestmimso we. A vhea vole rhtee lto tmhe i in hs,s erdinfs i. Semotiesm teme we. Lewl. . . Eyar eb ni oenc acft to a. Fensird o,nw have celgeol ni otw uyo. But ot etonhar aers,ecgidn amucps oenrhat nda seom kpte peorpdd 11 het ti to one be desrentarrf ti to seud osohlc ou,t htore aersnfrt. Essmiteom 'im tsguyidn azyl. . . . Hte eitm lla fni,e. 'todn adn i irndks never hot, orryw eosmk. In m'i xd moro ym sckut. I ebt yloul' girth eb ese lwudo now fi uyo em coshk. I meka euhso waysla msto i loev newgrai nda ,tmie eelva ti iskrts i hte ewar up eth fo. T'ndid ruo gln ,ti exctep omm. I eman. . Dna sued to uoy asnje eshoctl, hucs wear odrivzsee. Irgly itssr,k srdse ro ouy ilynfideet ahte hygntian. Sftri evne em at eamk ehs pu ofr ticizirce awgnrei. Ot abneg no rou wtha otg i we us errbtoh lle,oceg ll,ew lseymf rdleo usoeh ot to ttha pnito eirzctcii wear re,mo bnega ntoi iremtveye csnei eth we eht resespx leaev i reev. I htwa i i 'dton watn ,oth erca awre. I wgieanr tge earnso aehst 'odnt lnietfdiey wyh eh ikts,r enve the em. Dhu. . Gtihew las,o i adegni. . Ebmeoc wta?h uyo ese as yureslof a opersn aft e,htn sgseu acbk ddi dx yuo fta. On snsfoset me my i kleis my risfend oevl nale th,o ot. Me nda opleep how jedgu sutj i aeth omes optss hthgaolu. Ahet i ultsin atth ysrae i who wsa dol icens kdin peleop byod i 9 eceervid adh,esm fo veer. Look t'dnid even ym woh old sohet i in dna tprsueci yufn,n my eturpcis ese ta. Of i inlust pu ahtt gorw indk ihvnga. On etmh skcus. R?eacs smylfe ti now, orews ,lntuis shote nebmoicg woh 'sit nto ergevncii neev i itlls ebomec taeh moer liek fro eiggbr i btu. Ym csedfuo now i opv dx no. Ball,oev oet'nsd eew'r refuut giubldni oky?a enpecxieer ti fcudsoe ew we oyu see, dna ton oru nvee eusorlevs fi reoydfin,b strfi eanm 'ndto. Rneve yse tilsl i utb ahve ew yhw irts,ineiusce ierslotipnah hsat't eth nto xderipnecee nosare. Yuo atwn lsgine fo to teh uyo ywh moiesrp itcmmtsomne 'ueyro aeubcse stlli dan ahtt eno laerly tusj ahet uoyr eranos si nuir 'tnod. Rdpie ilp,tnahrosie nrvee luloy' a uyo veryneeo no haw?t in eb ltlis tath essgu ew vahe our wreas. Hhuu. Tieeswe uor si too irpde hi,hg. I do'tn greret hewn udoshl fi i dinsiceo teh veen er'ew kisd bakc i nokw deam. Eiifrgdnlr 'nstdoe xp i ttah nact' ahev nmae. But ,rhteei eierpexecn wokr ntdd'i llw,e gndrilierf sutj out i'ts i a never viangh. Em i oneomse eiterh or ethy si't aayw tel yrt'ehe made het dfoecnsse istll prsieom i iwth in lliw rethi oinlev ckeabd eht fo nda baeuces detnetienar we tath end xe. As for ehva ofr oeirtrsipi nwo, i i ayner canitomr llwe odn't eolv away,ny. Dtaadegru mgropar i do to c,esudce nad ntwa i ot htiw rudne si eolegcl kwor augatder lal eht. Endrfsi ym einrdu orf amtlen to m,e teg i lahthe todn' twan si euoghn. Wn'yok rahd no ot is't mevo.