A letter from February 20th, 2021

Itcmmo nwayya. I mpsi on o'dtn raenoym nicfilato acchratesr. . ,eifn aebym a ettlil. Wl,soyl ere'w mlgbicni you rwryo 'catn pot tub, het ese 'ndto siltl. Wya wno, dlo ^^ the yb 'mi ayres 02. Do nnieol a dsniefr of tlo evah i. Eyth ,owyrr evre bnee itwh logclee avhe raey tirsf em nscei 'nodt. Eayr nmiuopcg tidhr nwo mi'. Ognthau we eismsomet. Evol a h,ss otl i i aveh ethm ni sedirnf ereht. Smstimeeo ew meet. Ellw. . . Eb eocn arye a tfca ni to. N,wo ni ahev wot fnrsdei uyo ogelecl. 11 eosm ehrto to nftsraer dan pepddor umcpas ea,sndgceri eon to sedu to btu eb ktpe het ,uot taheron ti lcshoo eanhtor aefndrrsrte ti. Lyza semtesmoi diysungt mi'. . . . Eth ,fnie tmie all. Rywro t,ho drinks evren emoks ondt' dan i. Ym uktsc dx ormo m'i in. I uyl'ol rthig em bte skoch you onw wuodl if eb ese. I ekma iem,t voel it i eth eelva tosm weianrg eht i yswala shoue of sktsri up dan wera. I,t cptxee ngl uro 'itdnd mmo. I mnea. . Sanje hucs sude ec,htols ot yuo seedzroiv rwae nda. Etha yhnagtni or irlyg uoy ti,rkss iietfldney esrds. Enve em rtsfi emka at zicrictie pu rfo gwirane seh. Het eouhs otebhrr lewl, encsi ganbe eth htaw roeld su ccreitzii arew e,mor tath to eerv teivrmeye tog i our ot ot no ew coegl,le onpti we eealv gneba i noti sexpers fmlsye. Hot, i ware earc atwn t'odn hawt i i. Tge eh it,ksr em o'tdn the neev esanro iidletenfy wnregai i why ehtsa. Duh. . Igwhte i oa,sl angdei. . Kcba a xd yoesuflr ha?tw atf ese bcemoe as sguse ddi yuo sporen aft yuo ht,ne. I my ovle no to nela ossesnft ieslk my sdfnire toh, me. Jtsu osstp i peelpo ahet em adn mseo uahhtglo ohw gdjeu. Ttah fo i old cesin ohw htae eicveerd yobd i asw luints 9 yreas semd,ah iknd epolep i veer. Estho neve 'itdnd ym oklo at yn,fun ni old dna hwo my trpicesu ees i rcteipus. Nlusti of i ttah pu gowr navhgi dnki. Uscsk thme on. Lsu,tni lefmsy orf 'sti even i nto tub keil i rceigievn ,won sr?eac iggerb beemco ti ohw ewsro orem stoeh etah ltisl ceboingm. Pov xd i fecsodu my no wno. Emna utufre ee,s nda kyoa? eenv ew laevl,bo ew e'wer ouy odsecfu ton if d'sonet esouvrels stirf it uro be,nfyroid nd'to enirpceexe gnblidui. Nto we sanroe renev hte btu ttahs' nsruseeitic,i nceeerxiped i yhw irhtailepons tisll veha sey. Llsti ntdo' eanrso eligsn yelalr si hyw cemsmotimnt yruo utsj uoy fo atwn etha oyu ot teh and smeipro atth noe yeou'r inru uecsabe. In diepr no srawe a lulo'y ruo you eb ?ahtw tath tlsil heav neerv ssueg ,eioprintsahl we vrneoyee. Hhuu. Uor ripde si too ieweste ghi,h. Eamd ontd' cabk oisidecn neev slhduo hwen i wonk i fi eht eregtr sikd i 'erew. Glnefdiirr i tnde'os 'catn vahe aemn ttha xp. 'ist hiavgn owrk vreen ,hteeri expecernie a i utb lwle, nrfegdiril uot usjt d'nitd. Ni pseimor iwht or awya hte trihe liwl feocednss adem i of atth erehty' adn esauceb ned i vlnieo em eht listl ex neatdenrtei edbkca 'sit elt ew ihtere tyhe oemneso. Rof eovl d'ton nywa,ya i sa irieiorspt nwo, veha i fro lwel neyra rminaoct. Cuscee,d and teh eelcglo orwk ot i anwt erund htiw lla etaudgrda is orapgrm do eauadtrg to i. E,m do'nt teg tawn oueghn for ym ot is ednfris aelthh i eltamn uiredn. S'it rhad w'noky on ot oemv.