A letter from February 20th, 2021

Waayny icmtmo. No nod't i ofcnatiil nyamoer mips cscatehrra. . Enif, itllte baemy a. Eewr' actn' ywror teh tnod' llsti b,ut uoy minbicgl ese yl,solw otp. By eyasr ywa 'mi ^^ 20 ,won hte ldo. Oninel a lto snrfide od aehv of i. Ecllgeo evre ,ywror yeth encis hvea htwi yare nd'ot me itsfr nbee. Pcinmogu now raye rhdti im'. Ew tunaogh esitsmmoe. I a i einsdrf in tol aevh emht ss,h heret lvoe. Ismemoste etem we. Ewll. . . Once a to yaer in fatc be. Cllegeo in wo,n two enrdsfi uyo hvae. Nda noaerth kept cloohs oppddre eohtr sftnearr it noe it to,u eosm utb dsue to adeftnrsrre to ot 11 norehat pmsuca be enieg,sacdr eht. Ngtusidy zayl 'im esesotmmi. . . . Lal e,nif etim eth. Ont'd i ksirnd nda h,ot ksome roywr envre. M'i ym xd omor ni tcksu. Khcso i be if ese bet me wno irgth luyl'o luwod oyu. Eelav hte e,tmi up i eth mkae ti i rwea otsm gewainr i lvoe asylaw isktsr hseuo dan of. Nlg ,ti oru td'ndi mmo xcpeet. Enam i. . Earw uchs adn eusd ouy ot oezseirdv ajesn st,eolch. Iltyneedfi or s,rtkis aeht gyril ouy esrsd naytginh. Neve rof seh ifsrt grawnie crziitice meka up me at. We eelav tnoi to aebng ointp su doerl brrheto teyivrmee i hatt ot yeflsm teh eerv souhe the got l,wel i exrsspe wath ctriceizi eabng awre ec,olleg we rom,e ruo no to nsice. I odn't i waer erca i wtna hot, thwa. I gaienwr me teh tdn'o iedifyntel esonra even ,skrti wyh taseh get he. Uhd. . ,also hegiwt iaegnd i. . See cakb idd tfa yuo become awht? n,teh you sa pserno a sguse foerlsyu fta xd. Kiels ym me no i voel nseftsso hot, nale my indfser to. Djuge tjsu sotps woh thlhgoua eoplpe meos etah em nda i. Aesyr fo i lod enisc i ehat hdams,e how 9 utnisl ereievcd dboy kdni i eplpeo erve aws ahtt. At woh ym nvee nda eurtpsic td'idn rietcspu oolk uyf,nn i in sheot dol ym see. I uslint atht of wrog pu inkd iahgvn. Uscsk no etmh. Now, otn neve ubt eecomb ltlis ?races ti i s'ti rof aeth grgieb s,ltinu lfmesy owh i rsoew nigveriec kile ciebgmno oemr soeht. I ufsdoec nwo no my pvo dx. We rfteuu e'erw fi uor it obdrn,yief oa?yk not eman uosrsleev uoy ew 'ntod eecnepxrie s,ee oeuscfd neve nibuldig sndteo' ,laeobvl ristf dan. Ont esy yhw istll ew the usstereic,ini veern snaoer i ahtt's dperenixcee eahv utb alhrnpeoiist. Llraey is atht uoy you litls nriu het tmmiemsncto aersno and bseeacu tahe one of uoyr reoy'u 'notd antw tsuj ginels to hwy imrsoep. A sllit ew aresw vnere thta avhe ouy uro tl,ohianpsier segsu eb in neyreveo on erdpi uy'oll ?waht. Huuh. Hgh,i oto itseewe our ridep si. Emda eetgrr fi kabc i i 'rwee kdsi vene nkwo i notd' hludso deinscio the hnew. I taht mnae vhea etsndo' xp rlirdnigfe ntc'a. Rxiencpeee nirrdefilg e,llw otu a but owrk ti's n'dtid usjt eri,hte gavinh erven i. Ex eht ni lwli iteneentrda oeesomn meda bcaeeus me cedbak yter'he thwi taht away eehitr essnefdco sit' i eyth of elt ned i lsilt we ro threi eht iopesrm elniov dna. Taicnrom veah eyanr rfo sa lvoe i yaw,nay rof otn'd riiptesori i lewl no,w. To eht i do si i e,dcecsu twna urnde amorprg eoeglcl dtaegardu gtdeuraa dan orkw tihw all ot. To ehnogu anwt elathh teg ruinde fro my i dfiesrn on'td is ,em tanlme. 'nwoyk ot emvo no dhar i'ts.