A letter from February 20th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this because I know I’m not doing okay right now and I’m bottling all of this pain and emotions inside simply because I can not tell anyone I have suicidal though everyday I have cut everyday is so hard not to. life is... unfair to say the least school is stressful I’m nearly in year 10 and I will have to pick my GCSEs soon and to be honest I think I will fail all of them, if your reading this in 5 years I’m hoping you found some type of happiness that’s keeping you alive I’m hoping we did okay in our GCSEs and we will have a good future I’m hoping my best friend favor is still with me I’m hoping that I went to university or sixthform, I am hoping my mom and Ralph ( dad ) are doing okay please let me know how you are in 5 years 2020-2021 we still have coronavirus so tell me if it went away