A letter from February 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, hello it’s me, you will be 19 when you get this if i have the same email address or however you get this message. i don’t know what to say so i’ll just ask some questions :) are you studying to become an architect? did you end up going on the school trip to asia? are you single? are you still friends with lilee? if not please go find the child she needs her bæ have you kept reading? if not i stg you KNOW YOU LOVE IT SO JUST GO OUT AND BUY A BOOK NOW is corona gone? did you get any taller? i was 5,5 last time i checked but i think i’ve grown more have you been to italy or disney yet? favourite movie? i don’t rlly have any right now but i’m obsessed with twilight what did you do this week? my week was alright it was half term so we didn’t have any homeschooling and monday me and emma went on a walk, tuesday i read a lot of my book ( twilight ), wednesday me and emma walked to town and i got sweet and sour chicken but it started raining so mum picked us up and we went to caversham, thursday me, mak and freya done the cake and wine glass trend thing but then freya wanted to find charlie so we walked to linear and lh like 3 times over and over again :( i was going to say something else sorry lol wait i might remember. anyways i hope you still have access to your pinterest boards bc i’m working hard on them. WAIT I REMEMBER i was going to say that my doc martins were rubbing on my feet which is weird because they fit me a like a month ago but now they’re weirdly big so they made my feet hurt. 19 years old sounds so old. i’m 14 now but i’m turning 15 soon omg i hope you passed you gcses because i have mocks in a month and i have not done one bit of revision, i also hope you passed your A levels and actually went to uni because mum wants you to do an apprenticeship but i really don’t want to but uni is very expensive and i’ll be broke especially after this school expedition and travelling with emma, which i also hope you done. i could sit here and speak to you for ages but that wouldn’t do anything so i just hope you can still see nan and if not then i hope you remember everything, all the memories and all goodbye please try to make me proud even tho i’m younger than you but i’ll be so happy if you get yourself where you want to be in life HOLY CRAP YOULL HE TURNING 20 jesus mary and joseph WHAT ok so i shall arrange for this to be sent to you on the day before u turn 20 **** this is rlly long BYE I LOVE YOU