A letter from February 19th, 2021

Dear FutureMe, Hey, are you still alive? I hope you are.. While you’re writing this you’re currently in the toughest stage of your life. You’re still missing, broken and healing. I actually don’t know what to tell you because we both know that you’re pessimistic. You hate thinking about future because negativity will comes next. But, it feels like I needed to do this. Prolly, you’re going to forget about this sooner or later because I know how forgetful you are and I also hope you’ll forget about writing this. So, in the moment you read this, you’ll feel excitement, accomplisment or whatever emotion it is. I’m glad that you are still surviving in that age. Regardless on what situation you are in right now, always remember that it’s not bad to look at your past to remind you on how far did you go. I’m hoping the best for you, did you sold any of your paintings now? Are you going to graduate with a degree that you pursued? Have you seen the missing pieces of your life? Do you have a lifetime partner now? You’re old now, but I hope you’re enjoying your life and try to loosen up a bit. Have a night life, connect with your friends, release the negative energy. Live the life you deserves, cut ties with the ***** that makes you feel small and bad. You’re worth it, you’ve made it through! I’m so proud of you. I’m running out of words but lastly, I wanna tell you that please don’t be afraid to be happy and I always love you! <3